and Helen are sort of the last of the female line in the responsible generation, them responsible for the last generation and all before that,â Uncle Elmo explained to Charlie as Cousin Helen and Edwina fought it out in the kitchen at the home place. âAll you folks who go off to California, or whose parents do, donât know whatâs going on back at the home places in the country. Whatâs happening is the old folks are stacking up knee-deep, whatâs happening.â
They kicked around, literally, inside the rickety barn, stirred up mice and dust and probably memories for him and her mother, who was too busy fending off guilt and cousins to enjoy them. Charlie was beginning to see why she was needed here. Edwina needed her help in a gargantuan struggle with guilt instilled in a childhood so long ago that she couldnât remember half of it. But the residue clung like Kenny Cowper.
âEvery generationââ Uncle Elmo looked up at disgruntled pigeons in the rafters and the sky between the roof that
was there and the roof that wasnât ââpeople live longer and more of them live longer. Always been people over a hundredâjust damn few.â
âBut all those women here at the dinner last night, surely they donât need Edwina, too. They live here. She hasnât for years.â
âThey all got other branches of older Staudts and in-laws to see to. Your mom and Helen are all thatâs left of the direct issue of the Myrtle Staudts.â
âWhy does it have to be women? Look at the marshal.â
âDoesnât have to be women, but theyâre more likely to live long enough to see the older generations cared for properly. Theyâre also more responsible as a general rule for seeing to the needs of others.â
âAnd more responsive to the agonies of guilt if they donât.â
âImagine a California girl learning about real life. Miracle. Women donât do whatâs expected, they donât get to enjoy life anywayâmight as well knuckle under. And the marshal went off and left a wife and three children when his folks were and are still seeing to the past generations. Plus which, heâs got a sister-in-law in town.â
âSo whatâs Edwinaâs guilt-ridden role in all this family stuff?â
âSomeoneâs got to see to Abigail. And nobody wants anything to do with her and her bossy piety. Spent the last sixty years making enemies of her family and the town. Helenâs got her hands full with me and a bunch of Staudts at the Oaks. Time your mother took on her fair share.â
âShe works full time, what can she do? Sheâs got at least five more years before retirement and could work longerâwhich she probably will. She loves her work.â
âSheâs widowed. Her child is grown and on her own. Who better? Sheâs going to put rats and bats before family?â Edwina was a professor of biology at the University of Colorado, specializing in rats and bats of the high desert plateau.
âHer job means nothing because sheâs a woman. Time she
gets ahold of reality and her role. Donât you see how ridiculous that sounds to the modern world? She could lose what is meaningful in her life, and her means of paying for her retirement. And her mind as well. Who would want to live with Great-aunt Abigail, for godsake?â
âDonât matter. Edwina was born and raised here. Itâs in her blood to do the right thing. You already did what was in your blood.â
It was early evening when Charlie and Edwina drove Cousin Helen home. Apparently, Helen didnât drive. Buz drove her to work and back. Theirs was a nice house for Myrtle, well kept. And not three blocks from the entrance to the Oaks. They werenât invited in.
Edwina had changed since her confrontation in the kitchen at the home place. It was in the air and her mood had lifted, while Charlieâs
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