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Man moved in for the kill. We stood there and kissed as if it was our last chance ever. Then we hugged tightly, burying our faces in each other’s necks.
    â€œWhat are you trying to do to me?” I asked rhetorically.
    He chuckled and touched his forehead to mine. “What do you mean?”
    Of course, I wasn’t able to answer.
    Marlboro Man took my hand.
    Then he took the reins. “So, what about Chicago?”
    I hugged him tighter. “Ugh,” I groaned. “I don’t know.”
    â€œWell…when are you going?” He hugged me tighter. “ Are you going?”
    I hugged him even tighter, wondering how long we could keep this up and continue breathing. “I…I…ugh, I don’t know,” I said. Ms. Eloquence again. “I just don’t know.”
    He reached behind my head, cradling it in his hands. “Don’t…,” he whispered in my ear. He wasn’t beating around the bush.
    Don’t. What did that mean? How did this work? It was too early for plans, too early for promises. Way too early for a lasting commitment from either of us. Too early for anything but a plaintive, emotional appeal: Don’t. Don’t go. Don’t leave. Don’t let it end. Don’t move to Chicago .
    I didn’t know what to say. We’d been together every single day for the past two weeks. I’d fallen completely and unexpectedly in love with a cowboy. I’d ended a long-term relationship. I’d eaten beef. And I’d begun rethinking my months-long plans to move to Chicago. I was a little speechless.
    We kissed one more time, and when our lips finally parted, he said, softly, “Good night.”
    â€œGood night,” I answered as I opened the door and went inside.
    I walked into my bedroom, eyeing the mound of boxes and suitcases that sat by the door, and plopped down on my bed. Sleep eluded me that night. What if I just postponed my move to Chicago by, say, a month or so? Postponed, not canceled. A month surely wouldn’t hurt, would it? By then, I reasoned, I’d surely have him out of my system; I’d surely have gotten my fill. A month would give me all the time I needed to wrap up this whole silly business.
    I laughed out loud. Getting my fill of Marlboro Man? I couldn’t go five minutes after he dropped me off at night before smelling my shirt, searching for more of his scent. How much worse would my affliction be a month from now? Shaking my head in frustration, I stood up, walked to my closet, and began removing more clothes from their hangers. I folded sweaters and jackets and pajamas with one thing pulsating through my mind: no man—least of all some country bumpkin—was going to derail my move to the big city. And as I folded and placed each item in the open cardboard boxes by my door, I tried with all my might to beat back destiny with both hands.
    I had no idea how futile my efforts would be.

Chapter Six
INTO THE FLAMING BARN
    H E WASN’T a country bumpkin. He was poised, gentlemanly, intelligent. And he was no mere man—at least no man the likes of whom I’d ever known. He was different. Strikingly different.
    Marlboro Man was introspective and quiet, but not insecure. The product of an upbringing that involved early mornings of hard work and calm, still evenings miles away from civilization, he’d learned at an early age to be content with silence. I, on the other hand, was seemingly allergic to the quiet. Talking had always been what I did best—with all the wide-open airspace we, as humans, had been given, I saw no need to waste it. And as a middle child, I simply had a lot to say to the world.
    I’d finally met my match with Marlboro Man. It had taken all of five seconds for his quiet manner to zap me that night we’d first met over four months earlier, and the more I’d been around it over the previous two weeks, the more certain I’d become convinced that this