twenty years ago. All of Mayfair celebrated when Phil, the owner of Mayfairâs one and only convenience store, mustered up the gumption and asked her on a date last Christmas. Now the two were going to be married exactly a year later at the same chapel as Bridget and William, the same chapel as my mom and dad. A Christmas wedding, and the entire town was invited.
Fern flipped through my portfolio and pointed at various bouquets while Phil squinted through his spectacles, agreeing with everything she said. I let the couple browse in peace while the knots in my stomach pulled tighter and the lump in my throat grew lumpier. I couldnât believe it. Nateâthe man who had been consuming my thoughts, the man who had been brightening my days, the man who had made me giddy with excitement every time I checked my e-mailâwas Chelseaâs older brother. And Chelsea was my ex-boyfriendâs new wife. If Nate and I continued this relationship, it was only a matter of time before he found out that the day we met was the day Iâd been spying on my ex-boyfriend, who was his new brother-in-law, and then what? Heâd assume I wasnât over Matt and end things before they really started. Or worse, heâd tell Chelsea, who would tell my stepsisters, and Iâd never ever hear the end of it.
I clasped my hands in my lap, wondering how Iâd missed it.
The groomsmen hadnât worn tuxedos. I remembered now how much Crystal had gone on and on about what a classy wedding it had been. How sharp all the groomsmen looked in their suits. I remembered also how Nate had his suit coat draped over his arm, which probably had his boutonniere pinned to it. I would have registered a boutonniere. I would have realized that he had been so much more than a simple wedding guest. He was part of the wedding party!
âI think this is the one,â Fern said, tapping on a picture. She held the photo book up closer to Phil. âWhat do you think, honey? Do you like this one?â
âI like anything you like, dear.â
Fern scooted the book over to me. The bouquets were made of spruce branches, dahlias, spray roses, pinecones, and gorgeous viburnum berries. One of my favorite winter bouquets. A bouquet that usually made my heart smile. This morning the only thing smiling were my lips. Not even Eloiseâs pumpkin muffins could cheer me up. I picked up my pencil and hovered it above my notes for the Nixon-Halloway December wedding. âHow many bridesmaids will there be?â
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[email protected]Date: Sat, Oct 10, 2015 3:12 a.m.
Subject: Re: Oh my goodness!!!!
THAT is the guy you hit with your car?? I donât even care that heâs a Yooper, if heâs even a quarter as intelligent and charming as you say he is, youâd be a fool not to date him. Enough with the e-mailing, Amelia, itâs time for a date already! Iâm talking about a real-life, in-person date. Trust me. If heâs comparing you to Audrey Hepburn and saying he couldnât stop thinking about you, then heâs dropping some major Iâm-into-you hints. You better be dropping them right back! If not, then Iâve taught you nothing.
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[email protected]Date: Sat, Oct 10, 2015 7:26 a.m.
Subject: Re: Oh my goodness!!!!
Le sigh. I knew it was too good to be true. Turns out, Nate is Chelseaâs brother. Who is Chelsea, you ask? Chelsea is Mattâs new wife.
Ugh, itâs a long, embarrassing story. One I hoped never to have to tell you. When I ran into Nate, it was outside Matt and Chelseaâs wedding. Yes, I was spying. Please donât scold me, Rachel. I learned my lesson, trust me. The thing is, I couldnât help myself. Matt and I dated for four years. I thought Iâd marry the guy. I wanted a small glimpse of his wedding. For closureâs sake. And wouldnât you know, as I was doing my snooping, I rear-ended