explained your condition and the
extenuating circumstances.
My condition ? Is that what theyâre calling my PTSD now?
dog is barking. have 2 go.
I pocket my phone without waiting for a response. Iâm not wasting money on a school I donât care about anymore, even if the money happens to be my motherâs.
At least my first afternoon at the rec center wasnât a complete disaster. The kids liked me for the most part, and with Sofiaâs help, I might have a shot at passing Shop. Thinking about Sofia leads directly to Marco.
Who is this guy?
During the fight, he went from cocky to out of control in seconds, and it scared the crap out of me. But the look on his face after he plowed into me was pure panic. Not exactly how he acted in the office. Iâll take panicked and real over smart-ass bad boy any day, unless Option C is affectionate brother who carries his little sisterâs backpack.
Everyone in high school fakes it on some levelâin the Heights and in the Downs. Offering a bunch of strangers a window into your soul guarantees four years of total misery. Maybe Marco just fakes it better than the rest of us do.
Remembering the way he stared at me in the parking lot makes my stomach flutter.
Whatâs wrong with me?
Marco is not my problem, and after witnessing his cage match on the quad this morning and the personal escort from Mr. Santiago, I probably wonât see much of him.
Except when he picks up his sister every day.
After trashing the rest of the pizza, I find a lone box of mac and cheese behind the cereal. Iâm shaking orange powder onto the noodles when my cell phone rings. Itâs Lex.
âIs your dad home?â she asks the second I pick up.
âNo. Why?â
âAbel is in some serious shit. Iâm on my way to pick you up.â
âWhat happened?â This isnât the first time Iâve gotten a call like this from Lex.
âHeâs in the Downs. He bet on a street race, and now he owes some lowlife asshole money. The guy wonât let Abel leave until he pays him.â
âHow did he end up at a street race?â
Lex falls silent. âA lot of stuff happened over the summer with Abel. Heâs been doing crazy things.â
âCan you be more specific?â I jam my feet into my sneakers and grab my house key.
âActing secretive, checking his phone every ten seconds, gambling, disappearing for days. But he never mentioned street races before.â
I lean against the wall and close my eyes.
I didnât know.
One of my best friends was disappearing for days, and I had no clue.
Lexâs car horn blares at the other end of the line. âMove your ass or get out of the fast lane!â she shouts at another driver.
âHow long until you get here?â I ask.
âTwo minutes.â
I rush to my room and open the top drawer of my ugly dresser. I unfold a pair of fuzzy pink socks shoved in the corner and pocket the bills hidden inside. Two hundred dollars. Itâs all I have now that Mom isnât transferring money into my checking account every week.
Cujo barks as I head out the front door. âI wish I could bring you with us.â I would feel a lot safer.
Jogging down the steps outside, I try not to think about what Dad will do if he finds out I left the house. Odds are heâll never know. Working undercover keeps him out of the precinct and on the street. He wonât risk someone overhearing a personal conversation, so he never calls. Instead, he relies on cryptic and excessive texts.
A flash of red tears around the corner, tires squealing.
I hop into the Fiat, hoping that no one sees me. âNext time, why donât you take out an ad and let everyone in the neighborhood know Iâm sneaking out?â
She peels away from the curb. âPlease. Itâs not like your dad is a social butterfly. He probably doesnât even know his neighbors.â True.
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