lay about the yard, soft as gutted trout.
Of course there was a way out; he had only to find it. Heâd go back
to the farm and bark at them. Go up the mountain and scream for the dead.
Or forget them all, and go for Ohio.
But he couldnât stay in this place, no.
Climbing down off the rock pile, he strode up to the main gate. There were
no beggars clustered outside trying to claim entry to the workhouse â either
theyâd abandoned the fantasy of rations and shelter, or the snow had driven them
off. Or perhaps everyone else in the world was dead.
Grasping the bars, he rattled the gate, then looked back at the
gatekeeperâs lodge. No smoke in the chimney, no sign of life. Perhaps the
gatekeeper had deserted with the others.
If he could get into the lodge, he might find the key. He went to try the
door. Finding it locked, he shook it.
âGet away!â the gatekeeperâs voice roared from
inside.
Returning to the gate, Fergus tried to squeeze between the iron bars, but
they were set too close. He tried climbing. No one paid any notice as he writhed,
grasped, and struggled on the bars. But the gate was too high, the iron too slippery. He
gave up. Limping around the yard, he studied the walls closely. The blocks of dressed
limestone were fitted too neatly to give purchase for toes and fingers in the
cracks.
Calling Murty Larry over, Fergus made the orange boy stand in a corner
then tried climbing onto his shoulders to see if he could reach the top of the wall and
pull himself up, but Murty wasnât strong enough to bear the weight, and quickly
crumpled to his knees, sobbing.
âIt ainât no good, Fergus, I ainât got the iron for it,
my bones all soft now. Why do you fluster me? Help me up, help me up or Iâll stay
here, Iâll stick to the stones I will, Iâll lie here like a splatter of
sick. Thatâs all I am.â
âYou donât want to give it up, do you? You donât want to
die.â
âI donât care so much anymore.â
âIf you could stand on my shoulders, perhaps you might reach the top
of the wall.â
âSheâs too high, too high, Fergus! You never shall conquer
her! Such hard walls ainât made for climbing but to keep us in. Oh, I would
fashion wheels in Limerick town. If I got out of here, I would so.â Murty Larry
was snuffling again. âThey are going to carry me off to the black room, Fergus, I
know it.â
Fergus left him and kept cruising along the walls. Running hands over
blocks of seamless, smoothly fitted stone. Promising himself he would not die here, but
find a way out.
LATER he brought Murty a noggin of soup and stood
watching over him so no one would steal it.
âI donât want it, Fergus. I havenât the stomach for
it.â
âDrink it, man, thatâs your life in there.â
Murty sighed. Dipping two fingers, he licked soup. âJesus, but the
gunk tastes awful.â
âIt isnât good, but itâs better than nothing.â
âWhen did you last eat a potato, Fergus?â
âDonât remember.â
âIâd take a yellow lumper, big as a fist. We used to eat
âem by the basket, sometimes with a relish of herrings. Smash her in a bowl with a
stirrup of milk. Butter on top.â Murty Larry dipped and licked his fingers again.
âI shanât die tonight, captain, shall I?â
You might. You have a look.
âIf I goes in the pit, you must cover me up. Donât let me lie
there in the sky, captain, but cover me up, and make sure my eyes is shut.â
No one welcomes death, those nearest the most reluctant.
Dragoons
HE EXPERIENCED A SERIES of beast dreams. Wolves with
fishes on their backs. Speaking badgers. Carmichaelâs red mare laughing at him,
through a hole in the stable.
He swam to consciousness like a fish in a cold hole, rising sluggishly
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