Ohio, the mountain, a place to dream.
Stepping over the iron grillwork, he started away.
Lost
SNOW SCALPED THE HILLS surrounding the town. Murty Larry
tried begging from a gentleman in a cloak, who ignored him, then from a couple of
drunken soldiers who laughed and threw him a button.
Fergus was stiff, shy, no good at begging â he couldnât speak
to strangers. One lady wearing spectacles shoved a tract in his hand then hurried on
while Murty Larry shouted, âGive me something I can eat, you old whore!â
Grabbing the tract from Fergus, Murty pitched it in the gutter.
âNever mind, Fergus, never mind â pleading is not the game,
not for us, it wonât serve. People are too wicked here.â
âWe ought to get out of this town.â
âGoing where?â
He shrugged. âBack to the mountain.â
âMountain? I ainât going for no fucking mountain, captain. No,
I am not. Starve like a crow on your old bonny mountain. Limerick, thatâs the
place â look here, look at this old creature.â
Peering through the gray curtain of snow falling, Fergus saw a beggar
woman sitting up ahead in the road.
âWeâll get that shawl off her,â Murty Larry said.
âHer shawl?â
âJust watch me now.â
As they were walking by the old woman Murty Larry reached down, grabbed a
corner of the shawl, and tried pulling it off her.
âThief ! Thief !â Screeching, the woman hung on.
âLet go, you old wretch, let me have it!â When Murty kicked
her in the side she let go of the shawl and Murty raced down the street, slipping and
sliding on the snow, waving it like a banner.
Fergus stared at the old woman on her hands and knees, muttering and
spitting, unable to stand up.
Feeling pity and not pity. A gauze-over-all feeling.
âCome on, come on!â Murty Larry screamed.
IN A livery stable behind a beer shop, they warmed
themselves lying on horsesâ backs. âWe shall go for Limerick. Find a wagon
man in Limerick. Youâll learn the wheel trade, Fergus. Only we must have shoes for
the road.â
They swallowed handfuls of oats soaked in water, then Murty Larry slid off
his horse and started making slippers, tearing up the old womanâs shawl, wrapping
the cloth around their feet.
Wearing the wrappings they quit the stable, Murty Larry insisting he knew
the way for Limerick. But after they had passed the beer shop twice, Fergus realized
Murty could not even lead the way out of Scariff. The cloth binding their feet was
already shredding and dissolving.
âThis isnât going to work, man.â
âLimerickâs the mighty town,â Murty insisted.
âLots of roads going there.â
âI donât know why Iâm following you â you
donât know the way.â
âDonât lose me, Fergus.â Murty Larry began to weep.
âI am getting awful fights in my head. Hurts so itâs killing. My stomach
hurts too.â
Fever.
Start in one direction, keep going.
He started down a long street of wrecked cabins, resolved to follow it
wherever it went.
âThis ainât the way for Limerick!â Murty Larry
protested. âThis is the road for Hell.â He kept falling behind but Fergus
refused to slow down or turn around. In ten minutes they had reached the end of the
town. For as far as hecould see ahead the hedges along the road
were lined with men, women, and children sitting under the branches or lying in holes
and scrapes dug into the ground and covered with sticks and rags.
âDonât leave me, captain!â Murty Larry had stopped in
the road. He was swaying, clutching his belly. âThis isnât the way out of
the world. I canât walk so hard, Fergus.â
A heavy dray, the type called a
land carriage
, was coming up
behind them, loaded with freight.
âItâs a road,â
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