unmistakable volume of his disapproval. Heâd received a call from Mrs. Wilson, making sure that Liv was feeling better. When her mother had come in to kiss her good night, Liv could still see the shimmer of leftover tears coating her eyes.
âItâs not fair,â Liv had whispered.
âItâs not his fault, sweetie. People arenât always who you think they are. Sometimes they pretend to be someone else when you meet them, because they think you wonât love them otherwise.â Liza had brushed back Livâs bangs, her eyes filling. âBut Iâm not sorry we ran away today. Not even a little.â
Was that what theyâd done? Liv had thought theyâd taken a tripâher mother had imagined it as so much more.
Then Liza had pressed her forehead against Livâs and kept it there. âWe canât call ourselves explorers if we never go anywhere, can we?â
All explorers face risk. . . .
Lost in memory, Liv took several seconds to realize that the watery splash of blue twinkling in the leftover moisture on her windshield was parked outside her fatherâs house, and blood rushed to her scalp. There were two cruisers, one in the driveway, another against the curb. Liv parked and dashed up the stairs, the sweat of panic already coating her upper lip.
God, let him be okay.
A middle-aged policeman, ruddy-faced and compact, marched out of the front door, palms up to slow her advance.
âI live here. Is my fatherâ?â
âHeâs fine.â A second officer appeared, tall and fair-haired and brushing rain off his sleeves. âHe thought he heard someone in the house. We checked around, didnât see any sign of entry.â
Liv swallowed hard to catch her breath. Between their shoulders, she could see her neighbor Mrs. Carlin poking out her front door and wearing a condemning frown. Sheâd be over the next morning, the nosy crowâLiv would put money on itâpretending to give a damn when all she wanted was gossip to share with the Vendells next door.
She waited until both cruisers had pulled out before she went inside. The sink light was on in the kitchen. The air smelled of lemon disinfectant. She walked carefully into the den andfound her father sitting in the dark, staring out the window onto the street.
She took a seat at the end of the couch and waited for him to speak. The rain had started again, drops clicking on the roof like tapping nails.
His eyes remained fixed on the glass. âI left you five messages.â
She closed her eyes. âI was in the library and I had to mute myââ
âWhatâs the point of having a phone if you wonât answer it?â
She rose, not wanting this battle tonight. âIâll make you something to eat.â
âDonât bother. I had a granola bar. It was the only way I could take my pills.â
âYou didnât have to do that, Poppy. There was a box of frozen lasagna.â
âThe plastic wrap had a small hole,â he said. âI couldnât take the chance.â
Of course not.
âThereâve been break-ins on this street, Livy.â
One, six months ago, four blocks away. Kids had opened an unlocked car and stolen two cases of Diet Coke out of the backseat. Liv might have pointed this out if sheâd thought there might be any use in it. For a man so enamored of factsâand with such distaste for fantasyâher father confounded her with his twisted logic. Scared her.
She moved for the stairs.
âYou reek of smoke.â
She stopped in the doorway, the flush of embarrassment burning her cheeks. âThere were people smoking in the car next to mine in the parking lot.â
âDidnât you tell them you have asthma?â
âItâs fine, Poppy.â
âYou should have told them. You should have taken out your inhaler and used it then and there. Made them feel a little bit lousy. Selfish
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