women were better off without husbands. Considering the story sheâd just told him, she had good
reason to believe it, and distance might give her time to believe that she would be, too.
But he couldnât let those doubts touch him. Even if she did fly off with her brother,
his wife was telling him that she would come.
Maybe she would have reason for that, too, no matter how high she built her wallsâand sheâd told Ariq in other ways how much she wanted to stay with him. Sheâd accepted his seed. Given all that had happened to her mother, and the fears that had driven Helene, she must have trusted him to have taken that risk.
Possessively, he flattened his palm over her stomach. âYou might already be carrying our child.â
Her quick smile eased some of the weight closing around his heart. âYes,â she said softly. âI should know soon whether I am.â
Then he could reassure her on one point. âYou feared being in the same circumstances that trapped your mother. I swear to you now, you never will be.â
âOf course I wonât. Youâre nothing like him.â She caught his jaw between her hands, emerald eyes bright. âBut even if you were, I wouldnât be trapped in the same way. I have money. I have protection. I have options. And I never would have been with any man if I didnât.â
âA man you didnât trust?â
She suddenly grinned. âTrust was an option. So was pure carnal gratification. I would have been with you in Krakentown and I didnât trust you then. Yet it would have been the same risk.â
Now he remembered her telling him this before, when theyâd been in the lantern fish. âBecause Iâd have been your adventure.â
âYes. But the risk of a child, too. I knew that then.â
âI wouldnât have spent my seed within you.â Not then, when sheâd only been a visitor to his town.
She scoffed. âThere would still be a chance. But I wouldnât have taken that risk if I didnât have the same options then as I do now. If Iâd chosen to leave, if Iâd chosen to raise a child alone . . . I
could
have.â
So accepting his seed hadnât been a sign of anything. Not of her hope to stay. Not of her trust. Heâd read too much into it. What heâd assumed was a crumbling wall was actually just another, stronger defense.
And he couldnât be on both sides of the continent fighting two different wars at once. But here, nowâhe was on this side, and his calm slipped over the burning, ragged edge of the pain building in his chest. Maybe he hadnât yet won his wifeâs heart. But he could make sure that leaving was an option she never considered.
âAriq?â Her wary gaze was searching his face. âThatâs the expression you get when you break people in half. Is everything all right?â
Yes. He just had a battle to fight.
Without warning, he swept her up against his chest, hooking his arm beneath her knees and pivoting toward their chambers. She gasped her surprise, then looped her arms around his neck.
Urgently she kissed his throat, then his jaw. âHow much time?â
âTwo and a half hours.â
Time that heâd use like a sword, cleaving away the needs she didnât have. She didnât need his money. She didnât need his protection. But he gave her adventure. He gave her carnal gratification. She needed him for those, if nothing else, and he intended to make sure she wouldnât forget that while he was gone.
And his body had been made for war, but heâd never fought one like this before. He could crush a man with his arms, but he cradled his wife in them and carried her to the bed, instead. He could command armies, yet a kiss was a better use for his mouth now. He demanded her surrender with each long, sweet taste of her lips, and by teasing her nipples to succulent points.
But his
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