she had been dumb. Sheâd been attracted to Christopher right from the start, that was the truth. And sheâd only resisted because shedidnât want him to take her for granted. Sheâd wanted to make the point that they werenât doomed by fate to be together just because they were both black and living on a lily-white island in one of the countryâs whitest states. She had been standing up for the principle that fate didnât decide things, she decided things.
Big deal. Principle.
She smiled at him, and he smiled back. He murmured something sweet and she said something back.
Then they kissed again.
I wonder if he knows how I feel about him now? I wonder if heâs smirking inside, thinking âI knew all along she couldnât resist meâ? Heâs enough of an egomaniac to believe that.
Who cares? So he was right. Good for him. Iâm glad.
Am I falling in love?
No. Thatâs not what it is. Itâs too soon for that. Love takes forever to develop, as two people get to know each other and respect each other, share the same interests.
This is just . . .
He kissed her again.
. . . really nice.
She opened her eyes as they kissed and, to her surprise, realized his eyes were open, too. He was looking away.
She pulled back and turned to follow the direction of his gaze. There was Benjamin, sitting a distance away. And beyondhim, an attractive woman who commuted on to Allworthy Island. She was twentysomething and had hiked up her skirt to be able to rub a sore foot.
Aisha cocked a dubious eyebrow at Christopher.
He looked back at her innocently. âI was wondering what Benjamin was listening to.â
âYou werenât looking at that woman?â
âWhat woman?â
Claire stared down at the pages of her book without reading any of the words. Her whole attention was on Jake, sitting a short distance away. He was staring out at the water, staring without moving or shifting his gaze, staring just so that he could avoid looking at her.
This was pathetic. She was making a fool of herself. In her entire life she had never thrown herself at any guy. Sheâd never had to; they had always thrown themselves at her.
Which was the way things ought to be.
Why was she doing this?
She stole a glance at Jake. Yes, yes, he was good-looking. But her boyfriends had always been good-looking. And she never would have acted this way over Lucas, back when she was going out with him, or over Benjamin, either.
Screw him. If he didnât want her anymore, to hell with him.She could take a hint. Sheâd never had to take a hint before, but she wasnât blind. Jake wasnât even being subtle. Heâd told her to take a hike. Get lost
No one had ever told her to get lost before. It was infuriating. The way it worked was that she dropped guys, not the other way around.
Thatâs why she was so intent on getting Jake back, she told herself. She wasnât going to let him have the final word. No. Sheâd win him back and then she could dump him.
That was it. It was just a matter of pride. Pride mixed with a little guilt.
Either that or she really had fallen for him, really was in love the way sheâd told him she was.
In which case, she was just being pathetic.
Nina was crammed onto the stairs that led down from the upper deck to the gangway, with Zoey and Lucas behind her and Benjamin behind them. Zoey and Lucas seemed to have reached a level of polite truce.
For some reason, the line wasnât moving. âOh, man, donât hold me up at the end of a long day of school,â Nina muttered.
âTheyâre getting the living dead off first,â Lucas said in a low voice. âThere was a crowd of them below.â
âLucas, we call them elderly, not living dead,â Zoey said.
âWhatever they are, theyâre pissing me off,â Nina said.
âWhy are you in such a hurry?â Zoey asked.
âDid someone die down
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