⦠you â¦â
âYou are thinking of yesterday. When you came into the room. Do you know what I was about to do?â
Susan reddened.
âI was not going to kiss her, you little clot; I was going to shake the hysteria out of her, if I shook her head off.â
Susan exploded into laughter: Giles joined in, and for some seconds neither could speak.
âSeriously, though,â said Giles, at last, with an effort, âI swear it happened as Iâve said; eight years ago, I mean. It amazes me now to think I didnât see the snags at that time. They stick out a mile. I suppose she really isnât quite normal.â
âPoor thing,â said Susan, also recovering her gravity. âShe seems to exist by making herself miserable.â
She paused, and then asked shyly, âDid you really not know she lived here?â
âCertainly not. Why do you think I might have known?â
âHenry thinks you did. He thinks Miriam asked you to come.â
âGood God! Did he tell you so?â
âYes.â
âI see.â
He wondered if he were seeing too much. Miriam had hinted at a close relationship between this girl and her cousin. All the more reason for discarding such a suggestion.
âHe is wrong,â he exploded. âYou are all wrong. Milling about these caves of suspicion and suggestion and beastliness! I swear she was the last person I expected, or wanted, to see. I wish Iâd gone into Lézardrieux, instead of this place. I would have, if the wind hadnât been just right for coming here.â
âPoor Giles,â she said, not teasing him, but with full adult understanding.
âSusan!â
He took her hand and held it, and they walked on together, not speaking until they came out of the. trees and saw the river below them, and Shuna , swinging up and down on a heavy swell, but lying safe to her anchor, with the ebb rushing past her.
âShe doesnât give a damn,â said Giles, proudly, and Susan, with an unreasonable pang of jealousy, knew there would always be two women in his life, and one was Shuna .
He dropped Susanâs hand and went forward to the top of the stage, looking up and down the river.
âThe dinghy seems to be bumping your launch a bit,â he said. âIâll slip down and fix it.â
âDo you want any help?â
âProbably not. But come down if you like. The ladderâs as slippery as hell, and stinks of river mud and fish, but not to worry.â
He went down rapidly to the lowest stage, while Susan followed, moving rather clumsily in her rubber boots, because they tended to slip on the iron rungs. Giles did not wait to help her. He seemed to take it for granted she could look after herself.
âDoes Henry go out much in the launch?â he asked, as Susan joined him.
âWhen the weather is good, yes. Weâve been for several trips since Iâve been here. He likes fishing, which I find rather boring. But thereâs plenty of excitement otherwise.â
âHow?â
âHe knows all the little channels between the rocks. He was brought up here, apart from school.â
âI know.â Giles thought of his own scared entry down the main channel, and laughed. âThatâs why he wasnât much impressed by our coming in in the fog. He could do it himself, blindfold, I suppose?â
âI expect so,â Susan agreed, and added, âI donât like the launch much, anyhow. Iâd rather sail.â
âDo you sail?â
âNo. But I want to.â
âYouâd better come round to Lézardrieux with us, when we do manage to get off.â
âIâd love to,â she said, eagerly. But as they turned from the boats to go back up the stage, she said sadly, âI expect Miriam would find some excuse to stop me, though.â
âTo hell with Miriam!â
âIt never works out like that. She brings the hell to
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