watching all the crime shows on television. She waved to every passing patrol car and smiled at uniformed officers hanging out on street corners. She started telling me about Jonathanâs exciting days and nights, his âjobs,â the chatter of the dispatcher that she heard through his cell phone, his âgun runsâ and âten-thirteens.â In Emmaâs eyes, Jonathan lived on the edge of danger (though I suspected he inflated his superhero stories when trying to impress chicks). Somehow, by having sex with him she felt connected to that exciting underworld, not to mention that seducing an officer fulfilled some weird sense of civic duty.
Bottom line: Emma was smitten.
Personally, I thought Jonathan was a big blowhard, but since she was the one who fell against the barricade and into his arms, my opinion didnât matter much.
âI know you donât see the allure, and Iâm sure you could do a rip-roaring critique of him,â Emma had told me when she and Jonathan first started sleeping together, âbut thanks. Thanks for . . . for not doing that.â
And so Iâd bitten back my sardonic commentary on this show-stealing, blue-eyed hunk who was far too gorgeous to be soiling his hands dragging perps to jail. It didnât take long to realize that Jonathan was acutely aware of his own buff beauty; he possessed a portfolio of head shots which heâd been shopping around to modeling agencies, and had appeared as an extra on a few of the daytime dramas shot in New York. In the past few months I had begun to see him as an actor who had opted out of waiting tables to bring home a heftier check from the NYPD. I had also noticed that Jonathan liked the ladiesâthe big dawg!âand I was about to confront Emma about it when their breakup spared me the agony.
Macy returned to our end of the bar and dumped empty glasses into a bin. âWho died?â she asked casually.
âItâs the ghost of boyfriends past,â I said. âEmmaâs ex wants her back.â
âSure he does. They all do, once they have to spend a night or two alone.â Macy wiped the bar, her silver rings shining against her chocolate-brown skin. âMen are all horndogs at heart. Once they miss the sugar, they suddenly have big olâ broken hearts.â
âHe sounded sincere.â Emma twirled an orange curl around one finger, looking so wistful I could cry. âHe wants to get together and talk.â
âAnd youâre going to meet him? Why torture yourself, Em? You donât miss himâyou said so yourself,â I said.
âI donât miss him,â she admitted. âWhat I miss is being part of a couple. Itâs sad to think of spending Christmas alone.â
âYouâre going to be with Ricki and me,â I said, âand donât drift into that Christmas romance shit. Men are horndogs year-round; they donât suddenly earn halos when December comes along.â
âMy brain knows youâre right, but my heart is telling me to pick up my cell and call him.â
âI wonât let you do that!â I snatched her purse from the bar shelf and hugged it to my chest. âNobody make any fast moves here, until we figure this out.â
Emmaâs face puckered in a worried expression. âRemind me why I canât call him. I need an itemized list of reasons.â
âTypical banker,â I said, shaking my head. âDo you want me to be honest?â
âBrutally.â
âNumber one, you could never rely on him when you were living together. There were nights when he didnât come home, didnât callââ
âOut with the guys,â she recalled.
âWhatever. You couldnât count on him.â
Emma nodded. âPoint taken.â
âItem two: Jonathan was a scene stealer. Remember the last party we went to at the Met? He always had a tale that was more grandiose than the next
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