âThat was thirty years ago.â
âMy Cadillac is a â77. Itâll be fixed soon.â
There was one car I wanted to seeâan extraordinarily rare car Iâd never seen in personâand Iâd read on the BMW forum that one of them was actually here.
âDo you have the M5?â I asked.
âRight over here,â said the salesman, who led us toward a jet-black M5 in the far corner.
The best of any given BMW wears the M badge. Except for the badges, such models are to the untrained eye almost indistinguishable from their lesser and far cheaper brethren.
âI know you like this,â said my father.
âI do.â
âHow much is it?â
âAround $80,000,â said the salesmen with disdain, as if that might deter us from asking more questions.
âCâest cher,â my father said in French. Itâs expensive.
âJe sais,â I said. I know.
The salesman looked out the window. Heâd seen this before.
âWhen youâve earned it,â my father said in English, âbuy yourself a used one.â
âReally?â
âAll young men need such a car once in their lives. Once youâve outgrown the need for it, youâll be a man.â
âBut,â I said, âyou had that â79 911, and the â87.â
âBut I didnât need them. And I sold them. Thisââhe placed one hand on the M5âs roofââis such a car. When youâre ready, find a used one.â
âIâm afraid,â the salesman chimed in, âtheyâre very rare.â
âThe German police use them,â said my father.
âThat was true,â said the salesman, âbut now they use M3s.â
âThere was a secret unit,â said my father. âAlways the best cars. Porsche, Mercedes. A few years ago they had M5sââ He paused, lost in thought. âDonât speed in Germany,â he said quietly. âThey will catch you, the Germans.â
âThere arenât any speed limits in Germany,â said the salesman. âThatâs why BMWs are engineered the way they are.â
âBut,â said my father without looking at him, âthey will still come for you. If they want you. Letâs go.â
DECEMBER 2002
In a bizarre confluence of bad luck, timing, and opportunity, my beloved S4 disappeared from a West Village parking spot. I couldnât believe a thief overcame both the Audi and aftermarket antitheft systems, and the impressive looking Club Iâd placed on the steering wheel. I didnât care about the car being stolen. All I cared about was that the S4 was the last car my father had ridden in beside me.
I had to find it. I had to see it. In any condition.
I spent that night in bed feeling my first-ever empathy with those who taped âLost Petâ flyers to the neighborhood lampposts.
My phone rang the next morning at 9:01. âIâve got good news and bad news,â said the police officer.
âBad news first,â I said, my fatherâs son.
âThe carâs been stripped.â
âWhere is it?â
âSomebody drove the crap out of it. Dumped it in the Jersey swamps. Itâs in a lot in Newark.â
This was like a Kentucky Derbyâwinning Thoroughbred being kidnapped, forced into pulling tourists around Central Park for one day, then shot and dumped in the East River. Iâd have felt better if the thieves had shipped the car to Mexico and sold it to some car-loving mobster who won drag races against men heâd then tie to the bumper and drag through town.
âIs it drivable?â
âUnlikely.â
âCall Paul at Par Cars,â I said, writing down the number. âHeâll pick it up.â And sell it for me, as soon as possible, to someone whoâd nurse it toward better days in a second life. I was willing to take a loss to see this happen.
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I scoured the
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