wonât do. I hope you donât think us unreasonable, but for insurance purposes we simply must know these things in advance.â
âOf course. I promise you this. We shall bring an actual German Police Car.â
âAnd weââshe chuckled with her first hint of levityââlook forward to seeing it.â
JANUARY 2000
âI hate BMWs,â said my father.
His Cadillac had broken down again; repairs would take weeks. My 1996 Audi A4 had just been struck, for the second time in three years, by a New York City taxi. Iâd traded it in and bought the vaunted Audi S4, the twin-turbocharged version of their small sedan. My father hated it, but it was the only wayâbarring taxisâto get him to the hospital for his treatments.
Car shopping was the only time we spent together outside the office and hospital. We had a ritualâI suggested cars, he rejected them. I took him to dealerships, he asked to leave. I took him home, he lectured on long-discontinued cars superior to everything weâd seen.
âWhat about a nice 740?â I asked. âPaulâs parents have had one for six years. They love it.â
âToo small. I can fit four people in the back of the Cadillac.â
âThen get the iL model,â I said, âYou know, the long-wheelbase version.â
âBut itâs rear-wheel drive. Itâs got that big hump in the center of the backseat.â
âI donât think it has the hump anymore.â
âTheyâre overpriced,â said my father. âAnd,â he said, âthe ride is terrible.â
â Car and Driver said it was very comfortable.â
âThey wouldnât say that if theyâd compared it to my Cadillac.â
I didnât even bother suggesting a new Cadillac. Everyone knew they were truly terrible at that time.
âI guess,â I said, âyou wouldnât consider a big Audi.â
âOverpriced. And the ride is terrible, like your S4.â
âThatâs ridiculous.â
I had to prop him up against the lobby wall as we waited for a taxi. The doormen whoâd known us for two decades looked on quietly. They knew better than to offer him help.
We rode in silence to the Mercedes dealer on Fifth Avenue, where, despite my support, he nearly fell onto the sidewalk.
Together we inched through the revolving doors, then shuffled toward a gorgeous black S-class. I helped him into the driverâs seat.
âAwesome,â I said.
âTerrible. Look at this interior,â he said. âI remember my 450 SEL 6.9. I think it was a â79. You should have seen the interior. You could take a flamethrower to the dash, like we used in the war. Not a scratch. If Mercedes had been in charge of building those pillboxesââ
âI remember,â I said, âyou told me.â
âLook!â he said, fingering the plastic buttons. âTerrible.â
âLetâs head over to Audi. Itâs only a block from Lexus, just off the West Side Highway.â
âI hate the West Side Highway.â
âToo hard to get a cab?â I said.
âNo, I just hate it.â
Â
A salesman helped us through the front door, and I hoped this would warm my father to the BMW 7-series on display right inside the entrance. I could see in the salesmanâs eyes the struggle to overlook my fatherâs disheveled appearance. My father was way past caring about fashion. Today he wore his favorite pants, just as he had yesterday, still paint-splattered from the last remaining hobby he had patience or energy for.
He sat in the driverâs seat. âIt feels like a Messerschmitt.â Messerschmitt was one of the primary manufacturers of Luftwaffe fighters during the Second World War. âItâs too German.â
âBut built like a tank,â I said, regretting it immediately.
âBut not as good as my 6.9.â
âCâmon,â I said.
Margaret Forster
Gary Braver
Suzy Ayers
G. Wulfing
Philip Coppens
JACQUI ROSE
Linda Barnes
Antoinette Candela, Paige Maroney
Trish Morey
Rebecca Solnit