back the morrow. Heâll maybeâ tâhospital. Happen itâs too late, though.â She stood behind me at Vickyâs bedside. She added righteously, âAnd sheâll not tell us who did it. Theyâll never tell, will they?â
Who did it? Why, Laurence, of course, I would have betrayed him at once. Innocent as I was, ignorant rather, I did not realize it was something else she spoke of. I said to her, âWould you leave us, please?â
When we were alone: âDarling,
tell me,â
I said. I could not bear it that she suffered so.
Her lips were dry, cracked. âThe pain,â she said. âIt cannot be all right. The painâall wrong, all has gone wrong.â
There were sounds in the street outside, drinkers returning home. The light by the bedside flickered. I noticed the bedclothes.
âBut, darling, you were going home. What
happened?â
âLily, I
couldnât.â
Her eyes were enormous, but sunken. â/
could not do that to them.
You understand?â
âYes, yes. Of course, darling. But the painââ
âI thought, you see, Mrs. Swarbrick, in the show, she knew a woman. I was going to be here just a week. Less. Tell no one. It was all arranged. I had the money. They think I am married, you know. You wonât say?
You wonât say?â
At first I could not understandâbut then when she had, whispering, explained properly, I was filled with a desolate, despairing horror. Why, why, why?
âBut Vickyâoh, darling,
why?
I would have helped. Something, anythingâbut not, no, never
this.â
The pain had gathered again. The doctor had left some opium. She said then, between cramps, âI donât understand why this pain is so much.
She
said it would be all over soon and that when it was, I would beâall right. But it,
it
has left me, you know. And yet stillâoh Lily, everything is worse,
worse.
Lily, dearest,
what will become of me?â
I could think only that we must get, at once, the very best of help. âThe best, Vicky, you shall have the best man. At once. I shall see to it.â I was Dadâs daughter. Lily Greenwood now, never Lily Greene. But as the pain came again, she twisted my hand.
âNoâI cannot.â
âHospital, Vicky. They will care for you. Iâm going to send now.â
âI
cannot.
Lily, donât leave me, darling!â She clung to me as I bent over the bed. The place was terrible, it was all terrible. I did not know the full storyâwould never know it. (Some woman botching it up? Filthy money for filthy instruments? Or justâan accident?)
âIâm afraid. So afraid, Lily. The pain. Iâm afraid of the pain. Because I did wrong, it was because I did wrong.â
âNo. You are not to say that.â Laurence, I thought. Laurence shall pay.
The bleeding began very suddenly. In only a few moments the sheets, the bedding, all drenched. I shouted for the landlady.
The boy was sent for the doctor. We tried, with growing despair, everything. A jug of icy water brought up from the yard was splashed onto her, from as great a height as we could manage. Brandy was sent for and forced between her colorless lips. Opium. More opium.
But in that next hour, before even the doctor had arrived (what, I think now, could he have done so late?), she bled to death.
My dear dear friend. The smell of that room. The sad confusion. The dawn breaking behind closed shutters.
âSweet wine, for the ladies,â Lionel said. The waiter poured Barsac into their glasses. âSweets to the sweet, of course. I only say what is expected of me.â
âJames eleven,â said Sir Robert. â âDoth a fountain send forth at the same place, Sweet water and bitter?â â
âThe Bible, at the Savoy? Really, he is impossible.â Lionel, looking around him, shrugging his shoulders helplessly.
âYes,â said Sir Robert affably to
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