leafless square was empty, except for two Indians comparing lecture notes under the advertisements for Russian baths. He entered his hotel.
A woman whom he supposed was the manageress was in the hall â a dark bulky woman with spots round her mouth. She gave him an acute commercial look and called, âElse! Else! Where are you, Else?â harshly.
âItâs all right,â he said. âI will find her on my way up.â
âThe key ought to be here on its hook,â the woman said.
âNever mind.â
Else was sweeping the passage outside the room. She said, âNobodyâs been in.â
âThank you. You are a good watcher.â
But as soon as he was inside he knew that she hadnât told the truth. He had placed his wallet in an exact geometrical relationship to other points in the room, so that he could be sure. . . . It had been moved. Perhaps Else had been dusting. He zipped the wallet open â it contained no papers of importance, but their order had been altered. He called âElse!â gently. Watching her come in, small and bony with that expression of fidelity she wore awkwardly like her apron, he wondered whether there was anybody in the world who couldnât be bribed. Perhaps he could be bribed himself â with what? He said, âSomebody was in here.â
âOnly me andââ
âAnd who?â
âThe manageress, sir. I didnât think youâd mind her .â He felt a surprising relief at finding that, after all, there was a chance of discovering honesty somewhere. He said, âOf course you couldnât keep her out, could you?â
âI did my best. She said as I didnât want her to see the untidiness. I said youâd told me â no one. She said, âGive me that key.â I said, âMr D. put this in my hands and said I wasnât to let anybody in.â Then she snatched it. I didnât mean her to come in. But afterwards I thought, well, no harmâs done. I didnât see how youâd ever know.â She said, âIâm sorry. I didnât ought to âave let her in.â She had been crying.
âWas she angry with you?â he asked gently.
âSheâs given me the sack.â She went on hurriedly, âIt donât matter. Itâs slavery here â but you pick up things. Thereâs ways of earning more â Iâm not going to be a servant all my life.â
He thought: the infectionâs still on me after all. I come into this place, breaking up God knows what lives. He said, âIâll speak to the manageress.â
âOh, I wonât stay â not after this. Sheâ â the confession came out like a crime â âslapped my face.â
âWhat will you do?â
Her innocence and her worldly knowledge filled him with horror. âOh, thereâs a girl who used to come here. Sheâs got a flat of her own now. She always said as how I could go to her â to be her maid. I wouldnât have anything to do with the men, of course. Only open the door.â
He exclaimed, âNo. No.â It was as if he had been given a glimpse of the guilt which clings to all of us without our knowing it. None of us knows how much innocence we have betrayed. He would be responsible. . . . He said, âWait till Iâve talked to the manageress.â
She said with a flash of bitterness, âItâs not very different what I do here, is it?â She went on, âIt wouldnât be like being a servant at all. Me and Clara would go to cinemas every afternoon. She wants company, she says. Sheâs got a Pekinese, thatâs all. You canât count men.â
âWait a little. Iâm sure I can help you â somehow.â He had no idea, unless perhaps Benditchâs daughter . . . but that was unlikely after the episode of the car.
âOh, I wonât be leaving for a
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