week.â She was preposterously young to have such complete theoretical knowledge of vice. She said, âClaraâs got a telephone which fits into a doll. All dressed up as a Spanish dancer. And she always gives her maid the chocolates, Clara says.â
âClara,â he said, âcan afford to wait.â He seemed to be getting a very complete picture of that young woman; she probably had a kind heart, but so, he believed, had Benditchâs daughter. She had given him a bun on a platform: it had seemed at the time a rather striking gesture of heedless generosity.
A voice outside said, âWhat are you doing here, Else?â It was the manageress.
âI called her in,â D. said, âto ask who had been in here.â
He hadnât yet had time to absorb the information the child had given him â was the manageress another of his, as it were, collaborators, like K., anxious to see that he followed the narrow and virtuous path, or had she been bribed by L.? Why, in that case, should he have been sent to this hotel by the people at home? His room had been booked; everything had been arranged for him, so that they should never lose contact. But that, of course, might all have been arranged by whoever it was gave information to L. â if anybody had. There was no end to the circles in this hell.
âNobody,â the manageress said, âhas been in here but myself â and Else.â
âI told Else to let nobody in.â
âYou ought to have spoken to me.â She had a square strong face ruined by ill-health. âBesides, thereâs nobody would go into your room â except those with business there.â
âSomebody seemed to take an interest in these papers of mine.â
âDid you touch them, Else?â
âOf course I didnât.â
She turned her big square spotty face to him like a challenge: an old keep still capable of holding out. âYou see, you must be wrong â if you believe the girl.â
âI believe her .â
âThen thereâs no more to be said and no harm done.â He said nothing: it wasnât worth saying anything â she was either one of his own or one of L.âs party. It didnât matter which, for she had found nothing of interest, and he couldnât move from the hotel: he had his orders. âAnd now perhaps youâll let me say what I came up here to say â thereâs a lady wants to speak to you on the telephone. In the hall.â
He said with surprise, âA lady?â
âItâs what I said.â
âDid she give her name?â
âShe did not.â He saw Else watching him with anxiety; he thought â good God, surely not another complication, calf-love? He touched her sleeve as he went out of the door and said, âTrust me.â Fourteen was a dreadfully early age at which to know so much and be so powerless. If this was civilisation â the crowded prosperous streets, the women trooping in for coffee at Buzzardâs, the lady-in-waiting at King Edwardâs court, and the sinking, drowning child â he preferred barbarity, the bombed streets and the food queues: a child there had nothing worse to look forward to than death. Well, it was for her kind that he was fighting: to prevent the return of such a civilisation to his own country.
He took off the receiver. âHullo. Whoâs that, please?â
An impatient voice said, âThis is Rose Cullen.â What on earth, he thought, does that mean? Are they going to try to get at me, as in the story-books, with a girl? âYes?â he said. âDid you get home safely the other night â to Gwyn Cottage?â There was only one person who could have given her his address, and that was L.
âOf course I got home. Listen.â
âIâm sorry I had to leave you in such questionable company.â
âOh,â she said, âdonât be a fool. Are you a
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