father as someone heâd never understood before. A patriarch stronger than the laws of today and tomorrow. Baltasar didnât know if all the liberal constitutions in the world could be stronger than a simple patriarchal presence.
âDonât come out at night. Itâs too cold. You might get sick,â Baltasar said affectionately to José Antonio, using the familiar form of âyou,â forgetting for a moment to treat his father with the usual deference: the old man was so full of dignity, so strong, and at the same time so vulnerable, at the mercy of the elements, as Sabina had said, that at that moment his father was in fact his son. Which is what he wrote to Dorrego in Buenos Aires.
José Antonio Bustos overlooked his sonâs lack of respect. He attributed it to what heâd just seen. The unprecedented physical contact, between his sonâs hands and the gauchosâ. He did not want to admit that old age turns parents back into children.
âDonât worry. When the doctors say Iâm sick, I just make believe, to be polite. If I donât, they get discouraged and go back to being, I donât know, to being gauchos.â The old man laughed to himself. âYouâve got to respect peopleâs titles. It costs them a lot to get them. Anyway, we lead a healthy life around here. We donât need doctors, people live a long time, and the only things that kill the young ones are knife fights and falling off horses.â
âItâs good to see you looking so well, papa,â said Baltasar, reverting to the proper respectful tone.
âAll Iâve got left are the small pleasures of old age. Like walking out to see the stars. Nights here are so beautiful. When I was a child I counted the stars, I couldnât understand that they were uncountable. Then, when I was a little older, I went on to count the nights when there was a moon, until I found out it was in the almanac. So what are we left with? Who knows.â
âYou arenât the way people in Buenos Aires say ranchers are,â Baltasar said awkwardly. He felt as inept as the gaucho with the wounded arm.
âSavage rancher? Barbarous creole? No. I think Iâve had a few ideas. I donât want to lose my faith altogether. How good it is that you keep yours strong.â
The son took the fatherâs wrist, the way he had taken the gauchoâs a moment earlier. âYouâve kept your senses, papa, along with your faith.â
Now José Antonio laughed openly. âFive of them left me a while ago. The sixth stayed, but itâs pure memory.â
âThen let me add a seventh, which is your intelligence.â
The father was silent for a moment and then said that old age offers small pleasures; not everything is lost. Arm in arm, they walked into the house.
Sabina seemed to be waiting for her brother after he left the old man asleep in his bedroom. He was surprised; he tried to see the beauty in her ugliness; he hadnât given up on that score.
âHasnât he asked you yet?â
âWhat?â
âWhether you want to be a merchant or a rancher. The poor man has his illusions. Didnât he mention the small pleasures of his old age?â
âYes.â
âThatâs to set the scene. He wants you to choose.â
âI canât.â
âOf course you can. This damned revolution will be your career.â
âAnd what about you?â asked Baltasar, furious, seeing her uglier than ever.
âYou know the answer to that, too. Donât play the fool. While you go to your revolution, I stay here taking care of the old man. If I donât, who will? Someone has to.â
Baltasar felt the reproach. Sabinaâs eyes that night were filled with a burning desire.
âHow Iâd like to go off somewhere far away, too.â
Afterward, a pause during which the two of them looked at each other like strangers. To see if they could
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