Itâs not just for ugly people anymore.â
âIs that what youâre supposed to say?â Dex nearly spit out his doughnut. His third doughnut.
âOf course not, but they should, right? I think they need to rebrand the herp, not make prettier commercials for some drug. I mean, itâs just mouth sores on your ass, right? There are worse things in the world. It needs a better name. Youâre the writer. Suggestions?â
âAss pox?â
âAt least that sounds edgy,â Delia said. ââHerpesâ sounds like something a really dirty Muppet would get.â
Around Dex, my sister was a little less fake, a little more like the Delia I grew up with, goofy, even. She said that sheâd met him when they were both stuck in line waiting to see the opening of Three Girls to the Left, a gag-worthy romantic comedy about a sports reporter and a wannabe cheerleader who keep meeting each other at the same basketball games. Iâm not even kidding. Delia had three lines as âBitchy Cheerleader,â and Dex had worked on one of the rewrites. They were both ashamed to be seeing the film in the first place, since the party line in LA is that no one ever watches their own stuff. I imagined them as two chimps whoâd caught each other looking in the mirror and decided it was awesome . At any rate, Dex bought Delia some Twizzlers, and she knew she liked him because she ate half the pack, even though she made sure to let me know that she wound up with a stomachache later that night. All of this I had learned on the elevator ride to Dexâs apartment, though she swore sheâd told me before.
âAre we allowed to talk like this around your sister?â
âPlease,â Delia said. âSheâs fifteen. Itâs the new thirty-seven, in case you havenât kept up.â
âI have heard of herpes.â I tried to be deadpan, and got a real smile from Dex.
âSpeaking of,â she said. âGotta get the children home.â
âI donât wanna,â I whined. âPlease, can I stay with you guys? Please, please, please?â
âI lied. Fifteen is the new two and a half. I havenât seen my man in a month. Look homeward, little angel.â She pointed toward the door and Dex didnât object.
âIâll see you tomorrow,â Dex said. âWeâre gonna be running buddies this summer.â
âButâ¦â
Delia had already opened the door, but she waited for a moment. âBut what?â
I wanted to say, But what about the note? What about the fact that youâre going to leave me in some house where someoneâs branding you âWhoreâ in their shaky, serial-killer handwriting and taping it to your door? I am not a whore and would prefer not to be confused for one in your absence. I donât know how to tell a sex maniac Sorry, come back later, because Iâm pretty sure that sex maniacs are kind of like impulse shoppersâin a pinch, theyâll take whatever happens to be around.
But I wasnât supposed to have seen the note, and I would have bet real money that Dex wasnât supposed to know about it, so I was just going to have to double-lock the doors, sleep with a phone by my head, and accept my fate.
âBut nothing,â I said.
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5
When we got back to Deliaâs house, my mom called. She still phoned me every night, mostly to remind me about something sheâd left off her laundry list of complaints: to tell me that my dad was going to have my head when he got back from Mexico, to ask me if I had a job yet, to bore me with more Internet blather about the importance of taking responsibility for my actions. She always signed off by reminding me that I wasnât on vacation, that she hoped I knew that I still had a paper to write. I was ready to tell her that I was going to be researching the Manson murders instead of working on my project, just to see if I could hear