Thereâs just too much coincidence for my liking.
Where would I pick things up after all this time? Thereâs nothing the girl can offer, because an empty field offers no evidence. And the boyâ¦I have no idea where he is anymore. I would have to ask aroundâfriends of the family and whatnot.
No, the best place to start is the Mendelssohn farm. I donât know what Iâll find, but itâs nearby and hopefully accessible. The last I heard, the estate was stuck in probate. That was maybe eight to ten years agoâ¦but I have to start somewhere.
I roll over and throw my other arm over Josie. Sometimes I think sheâs the only thing that keeps me sane. Still, Iâm hesitant to bring her in on this one. Sheâs too grounded to go for phantom cars and the like.
Normally I confide in her just about anything, and sheâs always willing to support me. But I canât have her questioning my good sense on top of everything else. I donât want to shake her confidence in me. It just wonât do.
I close my eyes because I feel like I made up my mind, but thereâs another gust of windâand something else. I almost donât hear it and so I listen for it again. Thereâit sounds like a motor. Somebodyâs revving their motor outside.
It keeps up and gets louder, almost like it wants to be noticed, and I know Iâve heard that sound before. I slip out of bed, not believing what I hear. It canât be. Through parted blinds, I confirm the worst.
The Camaro is out on the road, rocking with each thrust of the engine. The exhaust is drifting across the yard. God bless it! Iâve got to get my gun.
Noâthereâs no time. The tires smoke and the car drifts forward, the rubber waiting to catch. Then, howling like the motor is going to blow, the car is gone.
I feel my sanity drop like dead weight. âIt canât be,â I say to myself. âIt just canât.â
âEustace?â Josie sits up in bed; Iâve woken her. âWhatâs the matter?â
âNothing, honey. Go back to sleep.â I canât tell her. I wonât.
The Driverâs Bequest
October 30th, 1986
The Driver keeping watch
The little girl on the cot is silent, curled up in the fetal position. The last of the daylight is waning through the cottageâs only window and falls near her feet.
I have a lot to explain to her, but I donât know where to start. A year ago I found myself on one of the cots like her, and Jasper was sitting in the folding chair like I am now. The role reversal doesnât make it easier.
It doesnât matter that they tell you not to watch the first time, because you know whatâs coming. You know whatâs going to take place in a bedroom, an alley, or some desolate field.
A life will be taken by force, and however it comes to be, you will watch with the fascination of a child seeing something hideous, twisted, or gross for the first time. By then itâs too late to look away.
They warn you for good reason. What unfolds is often brutal. The first time, most usually double over and retch, and then wait for the bile and stomach juices which never come. Protests go unheard; screams are in vain. The most dangerous thing is to pity or empathize with the victim. This is the mistake I made with the girl.
âI saw you running through the woods, and then out into the field,â I say to let her know I was there. She needs to understand it wasnât a dream. âThe biting air and rapid breathing stung your throat, and your vision blurred as your eyes began to water. But you didnât cry, even though you were scared.
âHe was following you; you could hear his gasps as he pursued you. The sky was like the pale water colors you painted in class. Could he hear your heart beating? It must have been so loud. It was echoing in your head.
âYou wondered why your legs wouldnât move faster. They were short,
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