passionately well-meaning literature teacher I was always fond of ending the hour with something moving for the students to carry from the uncontaminated classroom out into the fallen world of junk food and pop stars and dope. True, Kepeshâs occupationâs goneâ Othello, Act III, Scene 3âbut I havenât lost entirely a teacherâs good intentions. Maybe I havenât even lost my students. On the basis of my fame, I may even have acquired vast new flocks of undergraduate sheep, as innocent of calamity as of verse. I may even be a pop star now myself and have just what it takes to bring great poetry to the people.
(âYour fame?â says Dr. Klinger. âSurely the world knows by now,â I say, âexcepting perhaps the Russians and Chinese.â âIn accordance with your wishes, the case has been handled with the utmost discretion.â âBut my friends know. The staff here knows. Thatâs enough of a start for something like this.â âTrue. But by the time the news filters beyond those who know and out to the man in the street, he tends by and large not to believe it.â âHe thinks itâs a joke.â âIf he can take his mind off his own troubles long enough to think anything at all.â âAnd the media? Youâre suggesting theyâve done nothing with this either?â âNothing at all.â âI donât buy that, Dr. Klinger.â âDonât. Iâm not going to argue. I told you long agoâthere of course were inquiries in the beginning. But nothing was done to assist anyone, and after a while these people have a living to make like everybody else, and they move right along to the next promising misfortune.â âThen no one knows all thatâs happened.â âAll? No one but you knows it all, Mr. Kepesh.â âWell, maybe I should be the one to tell all then.â âThen you will be famous, wonât you?â âBetter the truth than tabloid fantasy. Better from me than from the chattering madmen and morons.â âOf course the madmen and the morons will chatter anyway, you know. You realize that you will never be taken on your own terms, regardless of what you say.â âIâll still be a joke.â âA joke. A freak. If you insist on being the one to tell them, a charlatan too.â âYouâre advising me to leave well enough alone. Youâre advising me to keep this all to myself.â âIâm advising you nothing, only reminding you of our friend with the beard who sits on the throne.â âMr. Reality.â âAnd his principle,â says Klinger.)
And now to conclude the hour with the poem by Rainer Maria Rilke entitled âArchaic Torso of Apolloâ written in Paris in 1908. Perhaps my story, told here in its entirety for the first time, and with all the truthfulness thatâs in me, will at the very least illuminate these great lines for those of you new to the poemâparticularly the poetâs concluding admonition, which may not be so elevated a sentiment as appears at first glance. Morons and madmen, tough guys and skeptics, friends, students, relatives, colleagues, and all you distracted strangers, with your billion different fingerprints and facesâmy fellow mammalians, let us proceed with our education, one and all.
We did not know his legendary head,
in which the eyeballs ripened. But
his torso still glows like a candelabrum
in which his gaze, only turned low,
holds and gleams. Else could not the curve
of the breast blind you, nor in the slight turn
of the loins could a smile be running
to that middle, which carried procreation.
Else would this stone be standing maimed and short
under the shouldersâ translucent plunge
nor flimmering like the fell of beasts of prey
nor breaking out of all its contours
like a star: for there is no place
that does not see you. You must change your
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