African Lovebird Society. We met inside a junior high school at eight in the evening and listened to lectures by local veterinarians, bird breeders, and genetics experts. Sometimes members prepared lectures on proper feeding, cage building, or hurricane preparation. Between twenty and thirty people showed up, all much older than myself, mostly retirees. I couldnât wait to tell them about the egg.
âWhereâs your little peachie?â asked Marge, the clubâs treasurer, a retired grandmother who bred lovebirds and cockatiels.
âBonk had an egg ,â I said, forming an egg shape with my fingers to show her how big it was.
âThatâs wonderful!â she said. âNow you can breed her. Itâs great to have a healthy egg-laying hen.â
âBut she doesnât like me anymore.â
âSheâll like you again as soon as you take away the egg.â
âShe wonât let me near it.â
âLet her sit on it for a week, then put on some gloves and take it away. In no time sheâll be your buddy again. Itâs the same when they have babies.â
âIsnât that ⦠mean ?â I said.
âItâs meaner to let her sit for weeks on an egg that wonât hatch,â Marge said. âItâs a waste of her time and takes away from her happiness. Sheâll never have a baby from an infertile egg, and thatâs got to be more frustrating than anything.â
Other group members suggested removing all paper material from Bonk, even the newspaper lining her cage. Shredding paper stimulates breeding behavior in lovebird hens. Bonk shredded any bit of paper in her reachânewspaper, paperback books, tissue boxesâinto thin, identical strips, and stuffed them between the turquoise feathers of her rump. This is how peach-faced lovebirds transport nesting material. Male lovebirds donât do this, so itâs a reliable way to tell the difference between genders. I must have been daydreaming in some of the bird society meetings, because I hadnât registered that before.
Poppy arranged to pick me up to spend the night with him and Nona that weekend, saying he had errands nearby. I donât think he had errandsâhe didnât want to worry about me on the road by myself. I was excited to show him the egg.
âShe will not have a baby from that egg,â he said, bending at cage level to peer at Bonk as I lured her out of the corner with a wooden spatula.
âI know.â
âShe might have more eggs.â
âI know.â
âShe wants a boyfriend.â
âI know.â
âWhat do you not know, Chérie ?â
âI donât know how to take it away from her.â
âDo you want my help?â
âIâm not ready,â I said.
He put his arm around my shoulder and we watched Bonk for a minute as she warmed her egg, eyeing us like a security guard.
âYou are a good mother.â
We left, and it was the first time since Iâd had Bonk that she didnât accompany me for a sleepover at Nona and Poppyâs apartment. I was lonely without her.
I let the cranky, protective new âmomâ pamper her single egg for well over a week. Then, with an acidic taste in my mouth and trembling hands, I slid on my motherâs yellow dishwashing gloves.
I tiptoed to the cage and stood for a long time, watching Bonk. She huddled in the corner, crouched on top of her egg, watching me. It was a face-off, nose to beak.
Bonk rushed at me with her beak wide as I pulled the cage door open. I distracted her using a pencil and led her away from the egg. She bit the pencil eraser off and fought with the crimped silver ferrule. With my other gloved hand, I reached toward the egg and removed it from the cage.
Bonk hurried to the corner where her egg had been. She seemed disoriented for a minute, then hopped to her food dish and began munching the end off a carrot.
In the kitchen, I rested
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