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you feel uncomfortable,”
“Ok” I barely get that out. My heart is suddenly beating in my throat and I have difficulty swallowing. “If you can’t talk, because we are busy with it, just push me away and I will stop,” I say nothing but just nod; my voice will betray my fear.
He moves his stool even closer and I can feel the heat radiating off his body. “Close your eyes, for now,” he whispers and I welcome the darkness of obeying his request. “First, you need to get comfortable with having someone close to your face.”
I feel him coming closer to me and as soon as the tip of his nose touches mine I instinctively pull my head back.
“Lany, if you do that to any man, he will never try to kiss you again, just relax baby,” He rubs both my arms with his hands and let go of me. I take a deep breath and he moves closer again.
I feel his nose touching mine, sliding against mine, first on the one side then on the other. I don’t think I am breathing at all. He rests his forehead against mine and the familiar stars are in my head but I don’t move.
I feel his breath on my lips and smell the strong scent of the brandy that he has just finished. Then his lips are touching mine, just touching. I open my mouth a tiny bit to try to take a breath, I am suddenly not sure if I could do this anymore but then he presses his lips against mine. His lips are soft and warm but I get the feeling that it won’t stay that way. He opens his mouth and turns his head sideways just a little.
I freeze.
“Open... your... mouth” he breathes against mine and I do as I am told still unsure if I should carry on with this. His lips move slowly against mine and he sucks gently, I follow him, I need to try and get over my fear. We kiss like that for a few minutes, I think, I have lost track of time completely. An unknown feeling of warmth start to turn in my tummy and it spreads throughout my entire body. I have never felt more out of control than right this minute but I have also never been more willing to let it go.
He slowly slips is tongue into the entrance of my mouth and little by little moves it deeper past my teeth. It feels weird and as I slowly start to move away, he slips his hand up and holds my head at the back of my neck. “Give me your tongue,” he demands and I give in to the warm and slow rolling of his tongue in my mouth. I push my tongue against his and he traces the sides of mine. My head feels dizzy and I am not sure whether I am still awake or alive. I feel his lips pressing harder against mine and I unreservedly give more of myself than I have ever given anyone. He gets to his feet then and with his hand, holding on to my neck, he invites me to do the same. I am not sure if my legs will hold me but as I get up but his free hand slides around my middle and he holds me close to him as he kisses me harder and faster with his expert tongue. His mouth moves harshly against mine and he grabs my tongue with his teeth, sucking on it gently. The feeling of floating turns to an out of this world feeling of wanting more of this. I give in to his sucking, licking and probing tongue. I never knew it felt like this. His hand slips from my middle and rubs softly up and down my arm. He traces the line of my neck with his fingers still kissing me and then his hand slowly moves down towards my chest and stops in the middle of my breasts.
An alarm goes off in my fuzzy head and I gently push his hard body away from mine. Our mouths come apart and we are both panting and gasping for air.
“I can’t,” is all I get out in between the gulps of air I suck in for my begging lungs.
“Merde,” he rubs his face with his hands, “I am so sorry,” he whispers and hugs me tightly to him. He puts his chin on my hair and kisses it softly repeatedly. I feel his heart beat against my chest but it doesn’t cover the drumming of my own.
“Why didn’t you push me away?” he begs.
“I don’t know,” is my honest, out of
“Ok” I barely get that out. My heart is suddenly beating in my throat and I have difficulty swallowing. “If you can’t talk, because we are busy with it, just push me away and I will stop,” I say nothing but just nod; my voice will betray my fear.
He moves his stool even closer and I can feel the heat radiating off his body. “Close your eyes, for now,” he whispers and I welcome the darkness of obeying his request. “First, you need to get comfortable with having someone close to your face.”
I feel him coming closer to me and as soon as the tip of his nose touches mine I instinctively pull my head back.
“Lany, if you do that to any man, he will never try to kiss you again, just relax baby,” He rubs both my arms with his hands and let go of me. I take a deep breath and he moves closer again.
I feel his nose touching mine, sliding against mine, first on the one side then on the other. I don’t think I am breathing at all. He rests his forehead against mine and the familiar stars are in my head but I don’t move.
I feel his breath on my lips and smell the strong scent of the brandy that he has just finished. Then his lips are touching mine, just touching. I open my mouth a tiny bit to try to take a breath, I am suddenly not sure if I could do this anymore but then he presses his lips against mine. His lips are soft and warm but I get the feeling that it won’t stay that way. He opens his mouth and turns his head sideways just a little.
I freeze.
“Open... your... mouth” he breathes against mine and I do as I am told still unsure if I should carry on with this. His lips move slowly against mine and he sucks gently, I follow him, I need to try and get over my fear. We kiss like that for a few minutes, I think, I have lost track of time completely. An unknown feeling of warmth start to turn in my tummy and it spreads throughout my entire body. I have never felt more out of control than right this minute but I have also never been more willing to let it go.
He slowly slips is tongue into the entrance of my mouth and little by little moves it deeper past my teeth. It feels weird and as I slowly start to move away, he slips his hand up and holds my head at the back of my neck. “Give me your tongue,” he demands and I give in to the warm and slow rolling of his tongue in my mouth. I push my tongue against his and he traces the sides of mine. My head feels dizzy and I am not sure whether I am still awake or alive. I feel his lips pressing harder against mine and I unreservedly give more of myself than I have ever given anyone. He gets to his feet then and with his hand, holding on to my neck, he invites me to do the same. I am not sure if my legs will hold me but as I get up but his free hand slides around my middle and he holds me close to him as he kisses me harder and faster with his expert tongue. His mouth moves harshly against mine and he grabs my tongue with his teeth, sucking on it gently. The feeling of floating turns to an out of this world feeling of wanting more of this. I give in to his sucking, licking and probing tongue. I never knew it felt like this. His hand slips from my middle and rubs softly up and down my arm. He traces the line of my neck with his fingers still kissing me and then his hand slowly moves down towards my chest and stops in the middle of my breasts.
An alarm goes off in my fuzzy head and I gently push his hard body away from mine. Our mouths come apart and we are both panting and gasping for air.
“I can’t,” is all I get out in between the gulps of air I suck in for my begging lungs.
“Merde,” he rubs his face with his hands, “I am so sorry,” he whispers and hugs me tightly to him. He puts his chin on my hair and kisses it softly repeatedly. I feel his heart beat against my chest but it doesn’t cover the drumming of my own.
“Why didn’t you push me away?” he begs.
“I don’t know,” is my honest, out of
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