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openly before and that freaks me out.
    I need space from these three men and I need to patch things up with Nate so I bring up the elephant in the room.
                  “You need to go and speak with Tyson and I need to mend things up with Nate.” I climb out of my bed and grab my phone to text Nate.
                  Me: Want 2 talk? Breakfast?
    Not even a few seconds go by before I hear back.
    Nate: Yeah usual place? Old time?
    Me: Yep
    Nate: K
    I place my phone on my dresser and pull out a pair of jean shorts and a simple halter top shirt. I want casual with flip flops I want Nate to take me seriously. Layden gets up sighing.
                  “I hate that you’re going to meet up with him just voicing my opinion.”
                  “Well he’s my best friend and you know better so don’t push me Lay please.”
    He throws his hands up in surrender because he knows not to push me on Nate and he better not start now; especially with me dealing with the whole entire Ty situation.
                  “Alright baby, meet after the noon classes?” He asks while throwing on his shoes.
                  “Yeah sounds good and be nice to Tyson I may not like her but she can drag us into hell if you’re not careful,” I warn him.
    Layden looks momentarily stunned by my adultness and I giggle at him.
                  “What?” I tease him with a carefree shrug.
                  He shakes his head with a smile and then turns those hypnotic coal eyes on me. “I love you baby,” he walks up to me throwing his arms around me. And yes I melt right into him sighing like a little love sick teenager. “I love you too Layden,” I mumble into his shirt. He kisses the the top of my head and it feels so fresh so new. Like everything might be different this time. I actually feel very content and I haven’t felt that way in a long time.
                  “Bye baby,” he pulls away and walks quietly out of my room.
    I need to write in my diary it’s the only thing that will clear my head right now.
     
                 
     
     
     
     
     
    Dear College Diary,
                  I know I haven’t written in you for a while and there is so much to write. So Layden and I are back together and I’m also dating his brothers Dean and Brayden. My feelings on that — not to sure right now. My head is fucking everywhere. I love Layden he owns my damn soul. I am falling in love with Dean he’s so good to me. But Brayden he’s so deep about everything. Just the few conversations we’ve had have sucked me into him. I’m screwed. I know I’m young and living a fun free life, but I mean isn’t unconventional to be semi in love with three guys? Oh and Layden might be the father of a girl named Tyson’s baby! And as much as it pains me that he might have a baby with someone else I can’t be upset it was while we were split up.  And Nate I’m still not sure what is going on I hope I have something nice to write about him later. I fucking wanted him forever and he didn’t want me. And now that I don’t want him he wants me. How fucked up is that? I don’t want to lose one of my best friends. I can’t. I won’t.
                  Sheila also slept with him and I think I felt a stab of jealousy and I need to get rid of that somehow. Of course I already love Nate he’s been my best friend for over two years so I don’t know what that pain is in my chest when I think of him and Sheila together. Let’s not forget Amber has always had the hots for Nate too. I also caught her checking Sheila out and she wants to have lunch on that topic tonight. Everything is such a fucking mess. Well I gotta go and meet up with Nate.
                  —Jade
     
     
     
    Chapter Seven — Part One — Jade
     
                  I walk slowly to the coffee shop I’m definitely not in a hurry now that