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I’ve thought about it. This might be one awkward conversation. It needs to happen though there is no way around it. The campus is already buzzing everyone scampering around. I’m losing my ice cold bitchness and I don’t like that. All these guys are breaking through my walls that I’ve fucking maintained for so many damn years. Even before Layden couldn’t get through and now all of a sudden my exterior is breaking down? What the fuck is up with that?
                  As soon as I pull the door open for the coffee shop the aroma hits me and I smile. Espresso’s make me happy. I see Nate flagging me down he of course already has my drink order. I stroll over while the students stare at me. I feel like screaming ‘what’ at the top of my lungs but then that would really give them something to talk about. Instead I just smile and park my happy ass down across from my best friend.
                  “Hey Nate,” I smile while I pick up my espresso blowing on it trying to cool it off.
                  “Hey babe.”
    “So want to patch things up shrug this shit behind us,” I tease him trying to lighten the mood. He falls for it that gorgeous face lights up shaking his head yes so fast his blonde bangs flop into his eyes.
    Fucking gorgeous son of a bitch!
    Gah!
    “Good because I miss you,” I say honestly.
    “I miss you too Jade and I’m sorry I was a complete fucking asshole. You didn’t deserve any of that shit. I crossed a huge line and I’m sorry but I still don’t regret having sex with you.”
    I can’t breathe. Back up repeat that shit!
    “Nate I do because we wouldn’t have fought and none of this would have happened.”
    He rolls his eyes and blows out a breathe forcing his bangs out of his eyes. Damn that stupid blonde shaggy hair it’s so hot.
    “I don’t regret it babe nothing you say or do is going to make me change my mind. It happened if I can’t have you that way at least I have you as my friend. I love you so if friendship is what I get so fucking be it.”
    He makes it sound so simple and it’s fucking not I’m going to agree with him though save us another stupid argument.
    “Okay so fucking be it,” I agree.
                  “Great so what’s going on with Amber?”
    Oh hell no ! I haven’t even talked to her no way am I spilling her beans. It’s not my life it’s hers.
                  “No way Nate you know how I feel about sharing others secrets. I’m a bitch but not that big of one. Not my secret to share please don’t ask me again,” I plead.
                  I have to plead because Nate has a way of getting shit out of me when I don’t wanna talk. The only thing he can’t get out of me is my past or my feelings.
                  Nate smiles that sexy ass smile showing a full frontal glow of naturally white teeth.
    Swoon!
    See I have a weakness for this man. Must remind myself I am taking not once, twice but three times over and over again.
    He explains to me what happened between him and Sheila he also tells me it wasn’t that great. The chemistry just wasn’t there and they both agreed to never talk about it again. I was under the impression it happened more than once but guess not.
    —Nate’s Thoughts
     
    Damn her and her fucking freckles. Why the fuck did I have to be so damn stupid? I mean seriously my best friend handed herself to me on a silver platter! And what do I do? I fuck it up just like I always do when it comes to her. I’ve always loved her. She’s Jade. That’s all there is to say she’s just Jade. My best friend. My confidant. My beautiful, sexy and smart Jade. Sleeping with her was…blissful. Yeah blissful. It was extremely hot and blissful. Dammit! It was fucking great! And I push her away? What the fuck is wrong with me? She’s smiling at me and my heart is pounding in my damn chest just from that one smile. FUCK! I run my fingers through my hair and mutter