move my hands I could reach down and cup his cock in them. But I won’t and I can’t. It’s wrong so wrong on a million different levels. Why can’t I just want to fuck a normal guy? Not a hot rock star. This is terrible. “Um… nope… no I don’t… If you want to know the weather I am sure I can arrange that.” I smile or try to. But I know it comes out all distorted. I’m so nervous. Silky sweat is dripping down the back of my neck. “How about the weather between your legs? You smell so good…. Mmmmm” He inhales. Oh shit! I knew he could smell me. I could smell me. This is the most embarrassing day of my life. I throw my hands over my face. I’m so ashamed. I pray- Please god get me out of this mess. Make this stop. I promise I’ll never talk to him again. Just get him away from me. I can’t have sex with him. It’s wrong. Please god! “I can’t do what you want me to do.” I state. Feeling a little less drawn to him. Maybe my prayers worked for once. “I don’t want to fuck you if that’s what you think short stack.” “That’s exactly what I think.” I blurt. Oh thank you Jesus my sassiness is back. Oh how I’ve missed it! “Nope.” He pushes back from the sides of the wall and moves as far away from me as he can which still leaves us touching in some ways but I feel a lot better and less inclined to do some naughty things. He looks sad all of a sudden. His fuck me face is gone. But I can still see the outline of a very hard very big boner in his shorts. “I don’t want to fuck you. That’s not what this is.” He says motioning his finger back and forth between me and him. “Then what is it?” I gulp and run my hands nervously through my hair, staring at the ground. “Hey… Hey guys.” I hear Stacy say on the other side of the door. “What?” Johnathan groans. “Sorry. Open up, the coast is clear. Grab your stuff Em, I’ll pay for it and meet you out in the car.” I open the door and exit first and Johnathan follows a few feet behind. I dump my clothes in Stacy’s arms. I am kind of relieved to be out of that space. Although I am so juiced up on natural horny pills by the name of Johnathan that I think I could go for an orgasm or two or five or a hundred. I leave and I sit in the front of the car away from Johnathan. When Stacy gets in he seems a little taken back by the seating arrangement. I lay my head back against the seat and let James drive us back to the hotel. I don’t speak another word.
Chapter Seven
The rest of the day went by rather quickly. Stacy and the boys left to set up with the roadies and do sound check. Leaving me in the hotel all by my lonesome. I took a long shower which lasted forever thanks to the hotels never ending hot water supply. I spent time painting my nails hot pink, both my fingers and toes. Normally I’m a taupe or light pink enthusiast but I went hot pink for ‘my image’. Stupid? Yes. But it’s part of the job description apparently. I pampered myself in room of course. I don’t have the money to spend on spa treatments although admittedly I’d love to be able to. With my new income significantly less than my previous job I have to tighten up my belt. The record label Magic Records are the ones who signed Stricken. They are also the ones who sign all of our paychecks. Even though I was dealing with a boss who tried to flirt with me every chance he got on my last job. I still made double what I do now. Which sucks but some money is better than no money at all. My lack of funds now are partially due to the fact that I wasn’t a planned employee. I wasn’t sought out. I think Magic records or the hot blonde Jasmine that Stacy works hand in hand with on the corporate side of things decided to do him a favor. All because I am sure they’ve either fucked like rabbits before or she has every intention of doing so in the future. Either way I don’t care because I am grateful for the money and opportunity to spend