butââ
âItâs damn close,â Ellen says.
âSpeaking from experience?â Diane says. âDoes anyone want some chips? I think I have cheese and salsa. We could have nachos.â
âNo, Iâm good,â Ellen says. I shake my head and sip my screwdriver. Itâs good. I must like vodka better than rum, and I think that now I like rum just fine. âAnd I mean that. Iâm still a virgin.â
âCongratulations,â Diane says. âAnd I mean that.â
âI am, too,â I say.
âCongratulations!â Ellen says. âAt least Pete didnât get that from you. He doesnât deserve it.â
âThanks,â I say. But didnât he? I donât know what to think. Iâm glad Iâm still a virgin, but Iâm sad that Pete is no longer
my
Pete. Except that he was never
my
Pete, and Iâve got to stop forgetting that.
âHey, look, Iâm not saying it was easy for me to keep my pants zipped, but I can see how you, with your face, would have been fighting them off for years. A girl gets tired,â Ellen says to Diane.
âWith my face,â Diane repeats softly. âLet me tell you a little something about my face. I know Iâm pretty now, but I didnât use to be. I used to be a very funny-looking kid with big ears and bad skin and too much hair.â
âWhat do you mean too much hair? Like growing out of your ears?â Ellen says.
âNo, like big ears sticking out from your little head and eyes too big for your face and lots of black hair covering your head, which has a tendency to embrace eczema,â Diane says. âPicture it . . . picture it . . . Thatâs right. I was a monkey baby.â
âOh, God, you were not!â Ellen says.
âI were, too,â Diane says.
âHowâd your mom take it?â Ellen says.
âShe hid the camera,â Diane says. âAnd when she brought it out, like for Halloween and Christmas, I was always mysteriously photographed behind a mask, or a white Santa beard. The tradition was to have our Christmas photo taken wearing Santa outfits. But you know what? Even as a kid, I knew the beard was for me.â
âYou clearly grew out of it,â I say.
âThank God,â Diane says. âBut not until I was a senior in high school, and if thereâs one thing I learned, and please God, let me have learned one thing up to this point, itâs that the bad times drag and the good times are fleeting. So let the good times roll.â
âAmen,â Ellen says, draining off her screwdriver. âKarenâs going to have to make up for this. We donât know if sheâs a virgin or not. Or if she was an ugly baby or not. Or if she threw beer in Peteâs face or not. Or would like to. Or plans to. That kidâs got a lot of making up to do.â
Karen shifts in her sleep and, without thinking about it, I lay my hand on her head, soothing her and, somehow, soothing myself.
Diane
â Fall 1976 â
âWhy do we have to move in on the hottest day of the year? This is the hottest day, right? Itâs not going to get hotter. It
canât
get hotter,â Karen says, her arms full of sheets, a comforter, and her pillow. The pillow looks ready to tumble.
âSo itâs one hundred and five,â Ellen says. âItâs a dry heat. Everybody knows that dry heat isnât really hot.â
âTell that to a baked chicken,â Laurie says.
âNow that you mention it, I
am
starving,â Ellen says. âDo you want to go to the Pepper Mill after we get our stuff unloaded and into the house?â
âIâd kill for a patty melt,â Karen says as we all walk up the steps into Beta Pi, the sun baking down onto our heads. I feel like Iâm about to explode or melt or something equally Wicked Witch of the Westâish. I just want to move in, find my rack, get my clothes
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