says. âSneaky bastards.â
âThen what happened?â Diane asks.
âThen he took me out on his parentâs johnboat, and the wind kicked up and tossed water in our faces, and Pete played around in that little boat, twisting and turning through the chop, teasing me, soaking me, andââ I pause, the memory choking me, squeezing my heart.
âAnd he charmed the pants off you, right?â Diane says.
âNo. Maybe,â I say. âIâve never laughed so hard in my life.â
âThatâs step number two: laughing,â Ellen says. âRat bastards.â
âWill you pipe down and let her finish?â Diane says. âThen what?â
I swallow down the rest of my rum and Coke, the sweet taste on my tongue a temporary but very lovely salve. âThen he took me out to dinner at a little place in town and I toyed with a bowl of chili while he wolfed down a cheeseburger, and afterward he kissed me under that pale Michigan moon, the scents of pine and water in every breath I took.â
âHoly shit,â Ellen says. âWhat happened?â
âFor six days, I thought . . . â I say.
I thought he was mine, and that I was his.
Tonight, I found out Iâm not and heâs not. âI thought . . . â I try again. I shrug, the words refusing to appear.
âYou donât need to spell it out. We know what you thought,â Diane says. âI take it he didnât tell you about his girlfriend.â
âHe has a girlfriend?â Ellen says.
âHeâs a Rho Delt,â I say. âShe was at the exchange tonight.â
âWhat a total shit! God, did you throw his lousy beer in his face?â Ellen says.
âRight. That always works,â Diane says. âKarenâs asleep, by the way. Donât move, Laurie. Running out of the room is no longer an option for you. Sorry, sweetie.â
âWhat a lightweight,â Ellen says. âI only wish someone would say that about me. Okay, next truth. I canât help myself, okay? Whoâs still a virgin?â
âOh, nice segue. Subtle,â Diane says, looking at me.
âAnd me without any rum,â I say.
âScrewdrivers, coming up,â Diane says, coming from the tiny kitchen into the tiny living room, grabbing my empty glass. âIâll start, you sadist,â Diane says to Ellen. âOkay, so Iâm not a virgin, but I only went all the way with one guy in high school.â
âCome on. Really?â Ellen says.
âOkay, okay. Three in college, but itâs not like I need to walk around with a red light over my head. I was in love in high school; itâs always love in high school and itâs always forever.â
âNo kidding,â Ellen says.
âIt wasnât forever, big surprise, and it wasnât even for long. And thatâs why they call it high school.â
Ellen and I both laugh. Karen dreams on, her feet twitching against the arm of the couch.
âWhat happened?â I ask.
âHe broke up with me over the damn phone,â Diane says. âCan you believe that?â
âYes,â Ellen says.
âShut up,â Diane says, coming back from the kitchen bearing three tall screwdrivers. Ellen and I take our drinks with more enthusiasm than we took the rum and Cokes, or at least Iâm more enthusiastic this time. âI got drunk at a party on the fourth floor of Georgeâs Towerââ
âYou know, thatâs almost a pun,â Ellen says.
ââand woke up at eight in some strange guyâs bed, with the guy still in it, and his roommate grinning at me across a floor covered in dirty clothes and damp towels.â
âAre you sure about that red light?â Ellen says.
âYeah. It wasnât one of my better moments,â Diane says. âYou can see why I wanted to save Cindy from a similar fate. Itâs not a fate worse than death,
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