Placing his hands on his hips, he looked beyond her. âSorry.â And he was. When her lower lip trembled, he again found himself wanting to reach out and touch her, to try and soothe the pain he saw in her face. The ache in his own heart was very real. Whetherhe wanted to or not, he felt deeply for Ellen. Far more than he should, and he didnât understand why.
Ellen wiped her eyes self-consciously and mustered a slight smile she didnât feel. âHow could you know, Lieutenant? I didnât tell you.â
He nodded, and said apologetically, âI reckon weâre both struggling, then. Your husband died and so did my marriage. Weâre a fine pair, arenât we? Only Iâm not so sure that divorce isnât a continuing kind of dying process that has no finish, no end. Itâs an ongoing emotional torture.â
Ellen took a deep, ragged breath. âI canât argue with you. Since Mark died, Iâve had a huge hole right here.â She pointed to her heart. âI was glad to get this assignment, if you want the truth. It got me away from everyone who knew us back in D.C.â She held his sudden, intense gaze. âIn a divorce, thereâs no walking away, especially if children are involved. Itâs a painful situation for everyone.â
Cochrane grimaced. âLife isnât pretty, is it? Never mind, donât answer that.â He forced himself to get back to work. Talking with Ellen Tanner was easy. Too easy. Speaking more to himself, he muttered, âThis place is too meticulously clean. Kaneâs too neatly dressed.â
âItâs suspicious to me, too,â Ellen admitted. âSuicidal people usually donât care about their appearance when theyâre in that frame of mind.â
âYouâre very observant. Suicide types usually have sloppy homes. Theyâre depressed. They donât care whatthey or their place look like. This officerâs home is too spit-and-polish perfect. Had she worn the uniform somewhere at an official function and then come home?â
Ellen brightened. âDid anyone find a letter from her? An explanation why she took her life? If she did?â
âI understand there was no suicide note found,â Jim stated, perplexed. âIâve never seen a suicide yet where the person didnât leave a note.â
âSo,â Ellen said, âyou think this was a murder?â
âItâs angling that way. As I said, weâll know more after the M.E. performs the autopsy,â Jim said. âLetâs go. Weâre done here.â
Never had Ellen wanted to hear those words as much as now. She nearly tripped on Cochraneâs heels getting out of the condo. Lifting her face to the sunshine, she gratefully took several deep breaths to steady her unsettled stomach, then hurried to catch up with Jim as he strode along.
âWhere are we going now?â she asked.
âWeâve done everything we can do here. I need to get back to the JAG office and drop this film off to Chief Hazzard at our crime lab. I want you to take the rest of the day off while I run a lot of errands. I have to get my case files squared away so we both can make sense of them in the coming week. Iâll drop you off at your hotel. You can come in at 0800 tomorrow morning. Weâll start working together then.â
Jim realized Ellen needed time to deal with beingaround a dead body. He understood that seeing Susan Kane had resurrected her husbandâs death for herâbig-time. He kicked himself, knowing he should have been more sensitive to begin with, asked more questions. Instead, heâd been so tied up with his own reaction to having an untrained partner that heâd let her fall through the hole all by herself. A good partner didnât do that. He swore silently heâd make it up to her in some way.
âGood, because I donât even have my bags unpacked yet.â Ellen gave him
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