Shelter Mountain

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Authors: Robyn Carr
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paisley, high-collared dress, graying hair pulled back.
    But he couldn’t move, so he started to cry. And cry. Mom! he’d cried out.
    Yeah, you have a lot of pain, buddy? Jack asked, leaning over him.
    And Preacher said, It’s my mom. I want my mom. I miss my mom.
    We’re gonna get you back to her, pal. Take a few deep breaths.
    She’s dead, Preacher said. She died.
    She’s been dead a couple years at least, one of his squad members told Jack.
    I’m sorry, Sarge, I couldn’t help it. I’ve never done this before. Cried like this. We’re not supposed to cry…. I never did before, I swear. But he cried helplessly even as he said that.
    We cry over people we lose, buddy. It’s okay.
    Father Damien said, remember she’s with God and she’s happy and don’t soil her memory with crying about it.
    Priests are usually smarter than that, Jack had said with a disapproving snort. You don’t cry over something like that and the tears turn into snakes that eat you from the inside out. The crying part—it’s required.
    I’m sorry.…
    You get it out, buddy, or you’ll be worse off. Call her, call out to your mom, get her attention, cry for her. It’s damn past time!
    And he had. Sobbed like a baby, Jack’s arms under his shoulders, holding him up a little. Jack rocked him and said, Yeah, there you go. There you go.…
    Jack sat with him for a while, talking to him about his mother, and Preacher told him that he made it through that last year of school, tough and silent. Then, with no idea where to go or what to do, he joined up. So he could have brothers, which he had now, but it wasn’t enough to take away the need for his mother. And that goddamn tire rim almost cut him in half and it was like the pain of losing her came pouring out. It was humiliating, to be six four and two-fifty, sobbing for your five-foot, three-inch mommy. Jack said, Nah, it’s just what you need. Get it out.
    After a little while, Jack pulled him up, hoisted him over his shoulder and carried him about a mile down the road to meet their convoy. And Jack had said, Let it out, buddy. After you get it all out, you stick to me like duct tape—I’m your mother now.
    “It’s no good to lose touch with people who mean a lot,” Preacher said to Paige. “Ever think of trying to find those girlfriends again?”
    “I haven’t thought about that in a while,” she told him.
    “If you ever want to try, I could maybe help.”
    “How could you do that?”
    “On the computer. I like to look things up. It’s kind of slow, but it works. Think about it.”
    She said she would. Then she said she was awful tired and had to get some sleep, so they said good-night. She went up the stairs and he went to his apartment out back.
    That’s when she decided she’d better get moving. She couldn’t afford to get comfortable here. No more cozy little chats, no more late-night questions. Attachments were completely out of the question.

Four
    P aige got the suitcase ready. She pulled the covers back from her sleeping son to search for Bear, but he wasn’t there. She nearly stripped the bed around him, looking. Then down on her knees to look under the bed, in the bathroom, in every empty drawer of the bureau—nowhere. She’d check in the kitchen before leaving, but if Bear was lost, he would have to be left behind.
    She pulled two hundred dollars out of her billfold and put it on the bureau, then sat, still as stone, on the edge of the bed next to Christopher. Palms together, hands pressed between her knees, she waited. At midnight, she put on her jacket and crept quietly down the stairs. The cabin was so solid, not even a board squeaked.
    He’d left a light on in the kitchen for her. This was the only time she’d come down after bedtime since that first night, but she suspected John left that light on for her every night. She tiptoed stealthily toward the door to his apartment and listened. No sound, no light under the door.
    She’d located a flashlight

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