him. He had to find out his secrets, hear the details, every last bloody, juicy one â¦
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âHow ya doinâ?â
Norman didnât look up. The man was right next to him, his elbow touching Normanâs on the arms of the chairs. Norman moved his arm over onto his lap. He could see the manâs hand, the fingers long and skeletal, with yellow, cracked, untrimmed nails like talons.
âWhatcha readinâ, the Geographic ? Not as good since they donât run them titty pitchers anymore, yâknow? Man, growinâ up I used to go to the libraryâ¦â He pronounced it liberry, an error Norman had always hated. âIâd tear out the titty pitchers, take âem home, look at âem at my leisure, know what I mean? I didnât like them African coloreds so much, but some of them South Sea babes, and Indian onesânot U.S. Indians, but them Indians from India and around there, they were really all right, near as good as white girls.â
Norman looked over toward where heâd left Dr. Reed. He was still there, but far out of earshot. He looked at Dr. Reed pleadingly, but the doctor looked back at him with no expression on his face, as though he was just observing Norman.
âYour nameâs Norman, right? So how you makinâ out, Norman? My nameâs Ronald. Ronald Miller. Nice to make your acquaintance. Yâknow, I was readinâ about you in the papers. Got a little reputation goinâ, donât ya? Well, hell, so do I, though you may not know it.â The man gave a little laugh. âMy vics donât tend to talk much about it, but everybody knows yours. Maybe Iâd got more publicity if I hadnât left âem alive, yâknow? But thatâs me, too damn tenderhearted for my own good. Now, you had the right idea. Shut âem up, then they canât blab about you, right? âCourse, you got caught anyways, and we both ended up here, right?⦠Um ⦠you followinâ me, Norman?â
Finally Ronald Miller was quiet. It seemed heâd been talking for hours, and the sudden silence surprised Norman so much that he turned and actually looked at the man. What he saw wasnât pretty.
Piercing blue eyes stared at Norman out of a gaunt, scarred face. They werenât the kind of scars that come from cuts, however. These were red and puckered, and ran from beside Ronald Millerâs right eye across his cheek, around his mouth, and down the center of his neck. His right eye squinted, and the right side of his mouth was pulled slightly askew. It looked as though someone had once splashed his face with liquid fire. Although the scarring still looked painful, Norman somehow knew it had been that way for a long time.
âHey, Normâyou hearinâ me?â
Norman looked back down at the magazine in his lap. What was this man with the terrible face saying to him? That he had forced women to� Norman suddenly felt guilty about reading this particular magazine, and slapped the pages shut.
âWhatsa matter? Donât you wanna talk to me? âCause I wanna talk to you. â
Ronald Miller was talking more quietly now, but also more intensely.
âI wanna hear about what you done. When you done that girl. Howâd you do it? I read you stabbed her, right? Were you doinâ it while you stabbed her?â
Normanâs head started to swim. He felt as though he might topple out of his chair. The man was whispering now, his scarred, twisted mouth against Normanâs ear.
âWhat noises did she make, huh? Was she cryinâ? Could you see the tears?â
Norman felt hot, feverish. The manâs hissed words snapped against his eardrums. His stomach started to roil.
And then Ronald Miller asked a question so vile, so horrible, that Normanâs mind rejected it. No one could ask such a thing. No one could think of finding that kind of pleasure in such pain and agony.