grip on my throat.
On Sunday, my aches seem even worse and fresh bruises bloom. I convince Mom to let me miss school the next day. Iâd rather do homework and watch bad daytime TV than answer a billion questions about my hand and the cut above my ear. But no way will I miss any of my shifts at the shelter.
Monday is the first stiflingly hot day since last summer. I find the kids in the fenced backyard of the shelter. The air rings with joyful shrieks as Rachel, Jonah and Manny run through a spinning typhoon of a sprinkler, colliding with one another and sliding on the slick grass.
Sal is there too, with his crew of preschoolers and the other child and youth worker, Francine.
Casey hangs back by the shed, her eyes on the spray. Sheâs the only kid not in a bathing suit, but at least her feet are bare. I watch her dip one toe in a puddle on the soggy grass. When the other kids notice me, Iâm swarmed. Manny latches onto my middle, soaking my T-shirt and shorts. Two preschoolers I donât know well copy him, and my bruises ache anew. Jonah shows me his new blue-and-red-striped bathing suit. Rachel pokes a finger at my cast, demanding to know what happened.
âI ran into a garbage can,â I tell Rachel. I donât want to lie, but Iâm not sharing details either.
âHow?â Mannyâs eyes cloud with worry. âDid you trip?â
âSort of.â I think about how his mother may have tried to hide injuries to her body. âBut Iâm okay, Manny.â
He nods, his eyes serious.
Casey wanders over, her eyes on my cast. She lingers in the background, as usual, waiting for the excitement to die down.
âCan we sign your cast?â Rachel pleads. A drop of water dangles from the tip of her nose, and her long hair hangs in snaky clumps.
âItâs not the signing kind. Sorry.â I tap it. âSee? Itâs covered in cloth. And itâs black, so the writing wonât show.â
Rachelâs face falls briefly and then brightens. âIâll make a card for you instead.â She hurries away, and I can hear her telling Jia that I broke my hand so she needs paper and pencils to make a get-well card for me.
When the other kids run back to the sprinkler, Casey gives me a fleeting hug.
âHow are you, Casey?â I say, hoping today will be the day she answers me.
But she just gives me her usual wounded, wide-eyed stare and then wanders back to flutter near the other kids.
The heat of the sun makes my hand sweat inside my cast. I retreat to the shade, where Sal slouches against the trunk of a maple, the one tree that towers over the yard.
âHey,â he says. âToo bad about your hand.â
His heavy bangs fall across his eyes and swoop to one side. His smile is soft, and I like how he doesnât ask nosy questions. I could get to like this guy, except Iâm off the market.
âThanks. Whereâs Ethan today?â I ask. Ethan is a chubby two-year-old Sal often has in tow.
âHe moved out.â
âOf the shelter? Where did he go?â
âI donât know exactly.â He leans one tanned foot against the tree trunk. âFrancine said that his family finally got into subsidized housing. Theyâve been on the list for a year.â
âHeâs just gone? That quickly?â Iâd want to say goodbye before any of my kids left.
âYup,â he says, like heâs used to people disappearing. âTheyâre lucky.â
Then two preschoolers start a tug-of-war over a sit-and-scoot car, and Sal lopes over to settle it.
I wander over to Casey to encourage her to go in the sprinkler. Together, we let the sprinkler spray our bare feet. I canât go in farther because I need to keep my cast dry.
When Casey strips to her bathing suit and edges closer to the sprinkler, I return to the shade to find Sal holding a monarch butterfly. Itâs perched on his hand, opening and shutting its wings
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