Lucy,â Travis says.
âHey.â At the mall he seemed cuter and I felt chattier. But now, in the band room on a Monday morning, I wish he wouldnât talk at all. Maybe itâs the fluorescent lighting, or the fact that my stomach is already grumbling because Iâm hungry for lunch. But I just had a snack on the way to class, so it canât be hunger.
My grumbling stomach must be from nervousness. Talking to Travis is making me nervous. This canât be good.
âYour mall is cool,â he says, and I nod, and then he goes over to his seat in the clarinet section.
I was rude. I know I was. But sometimes itâs too early to talk to someone you donât know that well. Making conversation takes energy. And Iâm not a morning person.
Mr. Flagg stands up in front of the band and tells us that we need to take things more seriously. âTake time with your instruments. Donât just throw them in your locker or under a pile of laundry,â he says. âTake time to get to know them. Donât consider practicing a chore.â
I look over at Travis as Mr. Flagg is talking. The rest of the band is mumbling to each other and not paying attention, but Travis actually seems to care.
I shouldnât have dismissed him a few minutes ago. He seems to be different from all the other boys at school.
When I get to lunch, everyoneâs already at the table. Annabelle is picking at her wrap, and Georgina has a steaming plate of cafeteria pasta in front of her. Sunnyâs eating an Indian dish that her mom must have made for dinner the night before.
âHey,â I mumble, still tired.
âWe have the perfect plan for you,â Eve says, picking all the onions out of her salad. âWe heard what happened.â
I start to think back over the weekend, but Iâm not sure whatsheâs talking about. Then I realizeâTravis. Theyâve heard he likes me, and they probably think Iâm the worst person ever.
âIf you and Yamir ever want to hang out alone, you can just go to the spa after hours!â Eve makes this declaration like itâs the answer to all the worldâs problems, like she just came up with the solution for peace in the Middle East.
âOh, um, right.â I smile and unwrap my sandwich.
âYou have a key, right?â Eve asks.
I nod. âI do. Good idea. Thanks, Eve.â
Itâs clear sheâs trying to help me. I guess sheâs worried that Yamir and I donât have enough alone time. And since Eve is so obsessed with boyfriends and high school and basically anything grown-up, I get why sheâs all revved up about this.
âWhat do you think heâs going to get you for Valentineâs Day?â Annabelle asks, getting a tiny dot of mayonnaise in the corner of her mouth.
âValentineâs Day? Isnât that, like, pretty far away?â I ask. It feels like Christmas and Hanukkah were yesterday.
Georgina twirls some pasta around her fork, but itâs hard to do with a cheap plastic one. Itâll be better when we have the reusable metal forks.
If
we have them, I should say. If the school board says yes tonight. âLucy, itâs the second week of January,â Georgina says. âItâs going to be here before you know it. And itâs a really big deal when you have a boyfriend. You canât forget about it.â
âThanks, Georgina. I wonât.â I look at Sunny and hope she can read my eyes. What has gotten into these girls? It seems like all they want to do is give me relationship advice.
âWeâre just jealous,â Annabelle admits. âI know that most people hide their jealousy, but we donât.â
âBe jealous of Sunny!â I say, louder than Iâd planned. âShe has a boyfriend too, you know.â
âLucy!â Sunny says. âYou just yelled, and now Mr. Davenport is coming over.â
âWhatâs the trouble,
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