girls?â He asks. The ink from his pen has seeped through the pocket of his button-down shirt. Heâs like the nerdy teacher on every TV show ever made.
âNothing. Sorry for yelling, Mr. D.â I smile at him. âWeâll be quieter.â
âThank you, Lucy.â He stays for a minute or two just to make sure everythingâs actually fine, I guess. And then he walks away.
âSorry I yelled,â I whisper. âI guess all Iâm saying is that itâs cool to have a boyfriend and stuff. But youâll have boyfriends soon enough, and itâs weird when people are jealous of you. Plus, itâs not like having a boyfriend is the be-all and end-all of the world.â I heard my mom use that expression once, but Iâm not totally sure what it means.
They look at me suspiciously, so I decide to drop the topic. Sunny pats my leg under the table. Itâs good that sheâs on my side,or at least knows whatâs going on. But I wonder how long sheâs going to let me keep up the charade that Yamir and I are a model couple.
When I decided I needed to have the most perfect end to middle school, this was definitely not what I had in mind. But when I made that decision, I didnât know that Yamir would disappear on me.
âWe also heard about Travis,â Eve adds, clearly not interested in talking about anything other than boys. âThe whole thing kind of reminds me of this book I read a few months agoâthe girl had to choose between two cute boys, and it was so tragic. But anyway, I guess Travis doesnât know that youâre going out with the cutest boy in Old Mill.â
âEve!â Sunnyâs the one yelling now. âStop! My brother. Gross.â
Eve makes eyes at me. âItâs true,â she mouths.
Iâll never be able to tell Eve the truth. That things arenât so great with Yamir and me. That there barely even is a Yamir and me.
It would be like when your favorite actors break up, or in her case, two characters in a great romance novel. It would break her heart. Maybe as much as it would break mine.
Lucyâs tip for surviving eighth grade:
Take deep breaths when youâre overwhelmed.
Sunny waits for me after studio art, my last-period class. Sunnyâs taking ceramics instead, so we always wait for each other in the art wing on art day.
âReady for the meeting?â she asks.
âNervous,â is all I can manage to say.
We walk to the library together, and the closer we get, the more nervous I am. All these adults on the school board left work early for this meeting. I guess they think itâs really important.
Mrs. Deleccio is already there with Clintâs dad and the other members of the school board. It looks like Mrs. Casale, the new librarian, has broken her âno eating in the libraryâ rule, because thereâs a plate of cookies on the table and a pitcher of cucumber-flavored water.
âThis seems fancy, doesnât it?â Sunny whispers to me.
âYeah, Mrs. Deleccio usually buys the generic brand, but those look like theyâre from One Girl Cookies, down by the water. Itâs almost too fancy.â
âI know.â Sunny clenches my hand. âNow Iâm nervous.â
âWelcome, girls. Come have a seat.â Mrs. Deleccio smiles, and I take that to mean good news is coming. Iâm the kind of person who always reads into things, even when I probably shouldnât. I convince myself of signs when theyâre probably just coincidences.
Evan and Annabelle arrive a few minutes later. We all find seats around the library table.
âDig in, please,â Mrs. Deleccio insists, passing the plate of cookies around.
âWeâre thrilled with all the work youâve done,â Clintâs dad starts. âWe all met and discussed it, and then we realized something.â
Oh God. Did they realize that it costs too much to make the cafeteria
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