was relieved when Samâs dad put the car into gear and pulled out of the driveway. Trevor added some excitement to his voice and began to describe the pool, the gardens, the cook, and the maid.
âWow,â Samâs dad said. âNice.â
âSpeaking of food.â Trevor pointed to an In and Out Burger place at the corner ahead. âHow about we stop and you get something to eat. Did you eat?â
Samâs dad rubbed the back of his neck. âNo, I forgot.â
âDad.â
âI know. I know. But you already ate.â
âI can always go for a chocolate shake. You know that.â
ââHe hath eaten me out of house and home; he hath put all my substance into that fat belly of his.ââ Samâs dad gave Trevor a questioning look. âWell?â
âWell, what?â Trevor asked, afraid he was blowing it, but able to think of nothing else.
Samâs dad sighed. âCome on, you canât say I havenât used this one on you before. Henry the Fourth, remember?â
âSure. Oh yeah.â Trevor realized Samâs father had given him a quote from Shakespeare. At least the next time, heâd know to guess Othello or something.
Samâs dad didnât seem upset, though. He patted Trevor on the shoulder and smiled. Trevor felt a warm glow inside him. The toughest part was over. All he had to do was hang in there until tomorrow morning and heâd be practicing baseball at a real practice with a real team, getting ready for a real game coming up on Saturday.
19
SAM
Sam watched the car disappear down McKennaâs street. He let the curtain fall back into place.
âWell, he must have done it.â McKenna grinned.
âSo far,â Sam said, rubbing bristles on the top of his head.
âIt wonât get any tougher than the shock of seeing you with that haircut.â
âYou donât know my dad,â Sam said.
âYou donât know Trevor. He said heâs not bad as an actor, but thatâs not true. Heâs not just ânot bad,â heâs excellent. Heâll be you. Iâve seen him do it. Itâs pretty amazing.â
McKenna led Sam back through the house and outside to the pool, where they sat down in the lounge chairs. Even though the summer sun had dropped behind the trees, lowering the temperature, it was still quite light out.
Sam chuckled, feeling a bit uncomfortable. âHe canât just be me.â
McKennaâs face was serious. âHe can. Really. Did you see him listening to you when you told him about your life? Did you watch his eyes, studying you like that, not only what you said but how you said it? Itâs like he can open his brain and suck in who you are.â
âYou like him a lot.â
McKenna studied him, then put a finger under her chin and tilted her head. âNot like you think.â
âWhat do I think?â
âLike a boyfriend. Not like that. Heâs great, though. Nice. Smart.â
Sam let his head hang, and he ran a finger along the lines of his other palm. âIf he can be me, you think I can be him?â
âI donât think you should.â McKenna gently poked his shoulder. âI think you should be you.â
Sam felt his face catch fire. When he looked at her, she didnât blink but only smiled, and it seemed to him like a dream. He couldnât speak.
âCome on.â McKenna got up and walked over to a hot tub sunken into the garden at the other end of the pool.
âCan I?â Sam looked at his newly tanned arms.
âItâs waterproof,â she said. âThe Sharpie, too. Both should last three or four days easy.â
McKenna turned the bubbles on and slipped in with her T-shirt still on, then tilted her head back, looking up at the sky. âI like the clouds, and the way the sky is so many different colors of blue and then sometimes yellow and pink, purple, even green. Do you ever look
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