Riddellâbut I donât know who you are.â
âIâm Caroline Leigh. Iâve got a message from the Elston cottage hospital. May I come in?â
Nesta Riddell had no intention of talking about the Elston cottage hospital at Minâs front door. She stepped back, let Caroline pass her and, shutting the door, showed the way into the parlour. Caroline turned to face her, flushed with success. There, beside the hearth, was the coalscuttle, as bright as a new penny. She held out the bill.
âI think you dropped this bill. Sister asked me to give it to you.â
Nesta glanced at it, frowned, and crushed it in her hand.
âThank youâyou neednât have troubled; it didnât matter.â
âOh, but I was coming to see you anyhow.â
âYou were coming to see me? What for?â
Caroline stayed silent. Her feeling of success drained away. She felt as if she were on the edge of saying something very important. Once she had said it, she would not be able to take it back. Yet she must say it. Only what it was that she must say she did not really know.
Then she said it.
âWhereâs Jim?â
Nestaâs hand closed hard upon the crumpled bill. Jimâ Jim ⦠Jim wasnât here, thank goodness. It was no more than ten minutes since he had barged out of the house. Jim! Sheâd teach other women to come after her husband. She repeated the name in a most offensive voice.
âJim?â
Caroline coloured brightly.
âMrs Riddellâ please I must see himâbecause I think he is my cousin, Jim Randal. The sister saidââ
âWhat does she know about it? Heâs my husband.â
âAre you sure?â
Nesta laughed angrily.
âWhat do you suppose?â
âThe sister saidââ
âAnd I say, what does she know about it?â
âPlease let me speak. The sister said there was a piece of a letter in his pocket with the signature Caroline. Iâm Caroline, and I sent him a letter signed just like that, so you seeââ
Nestaâs manner changed. She smoothed away her frown and said in her best company manner,
âItâs a pity youâve had so much trouble for nothing. The letter was from a Miss Caroline Bussell, who is a cousin of mine.â
Dejection flowed in upon Caroline like a fog. It all came out so patâMiss Caroline Bussellâa cousin of mine..⦠She couldnât have invented a name like Caroline Bussell all in one flashing instant.
She lifted her head as if to get above the fog and asked,
âHave you got the letter here?â
âNo, I havenât. I donât keep old torn bits of paper.â
âIf I could have seen itââ said Caroline very earnestly. She was pressing her hands together, palm to palm, and finger to finger. Her eyes under her little brown tweed cap, the bright clear brown of peaty water, gazed pleadingly at Nesta. Her hair was the same bright colour.
Nesta did not answer in words. She smiled a little.
âIf you would lend me a pencilâif I could write my nameâyouâd know if it was the same.â
âDo you think I donât know my own husband?â said Nesta.
What did one say to thatâwhat could one say? Of course she must know her own husband. Carolineâs hopes was a pricked bubble. She had made a fool of herself to a woman with a rasping voice and eyes like bits of tin.
She began to go slowly towards the door. She was wearing a loose brown tweed coat. She hugged it round her as if she were cold.
Nesta stood aside to let her pass, but just on the threshold Caroline turned, her colour changing brightly.
âHave you got a photograph of your husband?â
âNo, I havenât.â
âNot even a snapshot?â
âIâve said no, havenât I?â
Caroline rested her hand upon the jamb of the door. Something in her would not take Nestaâs no; she couldnât tell why.
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