fire.
âFuckâs sake.â He inhales through his nose. âHales, baby, believe me when I say, you should not be involved in this. Itâs nothing .â
âCan you stop for a second?â My quills stand at attention. âWhat in the hell is going on?â My eyes bore into his. âWhat shouldnât I be involved in exactly?â
He lets out a frustrated sigh. âSome gold-digger claims Iâm the father of her child.â Danielâs face stones over while his eyes take a quest to disclose what goes on in my mind.
âWhy would she even say, claim, something like that? Did you . . . D-Does she have, ah, anything to base it on?â I desperately wish I could close my eyes and erase seeing the flinch across his face I just witnessed. My body tightens as though preparing for the impending punch.
âItâs that woman Iâthe one I was with when we broke up.â He takes a step toward me, and I take an involuntary one back. âHales, I promise you nothingâs there but an attempt to get some money, or publicity, or I donât know what.â
âHow can you be so sure? W-what if sheâs really pregnant?â I blink at him, the words leaving my mouth tasting bitterly surreal. This canât be happening. Not now, not when weâre . . . Itâs supposed to be our child. I feel sick.
âItâs not mine, Hayley. It's all about money.â His answer comes out coated with irritation.
âHow do you know? How can you be so sure? What if youâre wrong?â My eyes hold his, shooting unspoken warnings. I lift my hand. âDaniel, I wear this ring because I am planning to marry you someday. I want to know what Iâm in for.â The intensity of our locked stare is about to spark by shorting. â Not that it would make me change my mind . But what if you have a child out there? What kind of a man, person, would it make you not to at least find out?â
His teeth graze his bottom lip repeatedly, his eyes narrowed at me. âItâs not mine, Hayley. You want me to go into details? I was covered when we . . .â
I close my eyes. The content of my stomach shooting up my throat. I open them, giving him a hard look. âYou canât be sure! This is not a gut feeling situation.â I raise my voice. âAccidents happen! Itâs something you have to find out.â Iâve long abandoned my attempt at keeping myself composed.
Danielâs eyes morph from riled to majorly pissed. âYou know what, if it's so important to you, I'll have a goddamn paternity test.â His voice takes a louder, rougher tone. âFind out if by any miracle I'm the goddamn incarnation of the Holy Spirit and have impregnated this woman!â He takes another step and finally reaches me. Daniel sends his hand to my forearm. My physical response as I jolt back from his touch leaves us both in momentary shock. I give him another muddled look and turn to leave. My fleeting defense mechanism goes into gear. Not really knowing what Iâm doing or where Iâm going. Daniel follows me out of the room.
âHales, if you are running away again, I . . .â
I spin to face him. âYouâre what, Daniel?â
He closes his eyes, hanging his head down. He takes a deep breath and looks up at me. His voice lowers as he says, âIf you think for a second I'm letting you run away again . . . We're way past this.â
His words sober me up. âIâm not going anywhere.â My words almost a whisper. I look behind him at some indistinct point on the wall. âSome masochistic part of me wants you to walk me through that night.â
âDonât.â He shakes his head. âHow did we even end up here?â comes an exhausted murmur.
My livid stare darts to him. âWhat can I say? What led us to this point, Daniel? Well, your successful endeavor is hard to
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