categorically. “ Am I to assume that I am your mother from Brundisium?” asked a skeptical Cecilia. “ I can be an orphan if you prefer — the Italians killed many families — mine could be just another one of them.” “ No I believe your mother survived and traveled with you to Rome.” “ Good I want a rich, noble Roman as a husband and for that I must be of a good Roman family.” With these words Julia had metamorphosed the psychologically damaged little girl who entered the chrysalis into a chronically damaged woman with a clearly defined purpose.
Circus Maximus
Circus Maximus was abuzz with two hundred thousand expectant voices driven to frenzy by the brutality of the opening events. Dead gladiators and dismembered animals lay on every part of the track and while their butchered bodies were being dragged away the multitude bayed for the great chariot race to begin. This time the Senate had picked the rabbles faltering mood and hastily arranged a holiday to distract their feeble minds from the lack of food, social unrest and even more exorbitant taxes. All too soon the euphoria of beating the Marsi had worn off and with the treasury almost emptied by war, the people were having to bear the cost of sending armies all around the world themselves. All Romans understood the old adage, speculate to accumulate, but they hated scrimping while they’re supposedly elected Senators continued to live like kings. Austerity would have been the logical course of action but in their usual style and by way of a quick fix the Senate arranged a day at the Circus and wine by the wagonload. Their simple plan was to get the populace plastered and hope like hell that revenue would be returning from the empire before the metaphorical hangover wore off. Sitting near the Senatorial box in a state of shock Julia could hardly believe what had just transpired. She and Cecilia were attending the Circus as guests of Gavius, their friendly oil merchant, and until the gladiatorial carnage began, Julia had innocently believed that they were there simply to watch a chariot race. How could she reconcile the wonderful images in the stands with slaughter on the track? Even now the beautifully colored fans which waved in the hands of brightly dressed spectators looked like giant butterflies flapping over a meadow of flowers while below them, bullock teams dragged away vile scenes from the underworld. Feeling quite nauseated Julia turning to her tremendously obese oil merchant to ask, “What drives these clearly sophisticated people to enjoy such a primitive spectacle?” Looking a little put out Gavius replied, “Gladiatorial combat is a very old and sacred part of our tradition. For hundreds of years two slaves have fought to the death at the funeral of their master.” “ Looking around me I see sophistication within all forms of Roman life but this?” Julia was finding herself lost for words. Seeing the look of horror on Julia’s face the fat man was clearly trying to understand her point of view and said in a sympathetic tone, “It is simply a part of our civilization.” And, “It has grown into a very big business.” “ Do all Romans fight like this?” “ By the heavens no!” Just the thought of such a thing covering him in sweat. His explanation had not justified the Roman blood lust but combining cruelty with big business had hit a nerve with Julia. She thanked Gavius politely and turned back towards the track for another look at hell to find herself looking into the face of a very handsome young officer standing ten rows down towards the track. As though caught in a beam of light he stood motionless just staring at her through big brown eyes. Fighting back her customary anger Julia chose this moment to test Cecilia’s credibility. He is not staring because I am a freak she told herself reluctantly, he is staring because I am beautiful. Unable to really believe her own thoughts