Juleson shifted to turn a page the entire bunk swayed. The subtle feeling that he wasnât well began to come on Manning again, and, even as he thought about it, his lips seemed to be swelling, growing thick and hypersensitive. A stitch ran down his side.
âWhat would happen if you took sick while you were locked up like this?â he asked.
âWeâd rattle the bars until someone came to see what was wrong.â Julesonâs face appeared, upside down, over the edge of his bunk. âWhatâs the matter? Donât you feel well?â
âI feel all rightâI just wondered.â
âThe medical attention isnât bad. Sometimes you might get a fast shuffle on the sick line, but you have to remember that every shuck in the prisonâs in that line trying to play on the doctors for a cell pass, or a few days in the hospital. But if they see youâre really sick, you probably get better attention here than you would on the streets. A lot of high-class specialists donate their time over here.â
Manning wanted to continue the conversation, but he couldnât think of anything to say. He nodded to signify his thanks and Juleson went back to his book. Manning rolled over on his side, and his breath came with the tension of the awareness that he was breathing at all. His throat was thickening again.
âShine em up!â someone said sharply outside the cell. Manning rose up to find himself staring into a pair of violently bitter eyesâgreen as he would imagine the deepest shades in the heart of an iceberg.
âTake off, Slim,â Juleson said from the upper bunk.
âAinât talking to you. Iâm asking this new fellow if heâd like to get his shoes shined.â
âIâm telling you to get out of here,â Juleson said with greater force. âNow move on, you unclassifiable degenerate.â
âTalk smart, donât you.â
âGet!â
The man slipped away, his eyes lingering over Manningâs feet as he left.
âWho was that?â Manning asked.
âSanitary Slim. Heâs some kind of machinery. He always comes around and hits on the fish to shine their shoes. Itâs an obsession with himâheâs got it like cancer.â
Bells began to ring and minutes later the men from the yard were beginning to file in. More bells, and they stood up at the bars to be counted. Still another bell, and they were released, tier by tier, for dinner. Manning followed after Juleson and they entered what appeared to be an enormous cafeteria. They waited near the end of a long line that was passing in front of the steam table. Somehow Manning had expected silence, but the air was heavy with the shuffling blur of private conversation multiplied many times over and punctuated with the sharp clicking of metal on metal, speeded by repetition until it seemed like the whirring of a cloud of aluminum crickets, and added to this was the deeper racket caused by the beating of dippers against the trays as they were passed along the steam table. Manning closed his eyes.
âHey,â Juleson said quietly.
âIâll be all right.â
âBelieve me, you get used to all thisâand maybe thatâs the worst thing that happens to you.â
The food was better than the food he had been eating in the county jail, but he had no appetite for it. He picked at the edge of his fish, and drank half a cup of black coffee.
âArenât you going to eat?â Juleson asked tentatively.
âNo, Iâm not hungry.â
âMay I have your fish? And the pie if you donât want it?â
âCertainly, help yourself.â
Juleson hesitated, then drew Manningâs tray next to his own. âIâm always hungry,â he said in an apologetic tone.
Another bell sounded to send them filing from the mess hall, back to the cells. Again Juleson settled down with his book and Manning lay beneath him listening to
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