Beana. I’m damned run-down, though. I’ll need lots of
food, maybe a protein shake.”
“You are taking care of yourself, though, aren’t you? You’ve
been…”
Adin heard the subtext. “I’ve been tested, and I’m still
negative. Bean, I may play hard, but I play safe.”
Deana unconsciously let out a breath she’d been holding.
“I’m a scientist. You know I worry. Especially when you look
like you do now.”
He’d seen himself in a mirror. “Point taken.” Even Adin was
a little surprised. He looked like one of those worst celebrity
DUI booking photos. He had dark shadows under his eyes and
was paler even than usual. It didn’t help that the light yellow of
his T-shirt, which he’d gotten from some charity event, was not,
and never would be, his color. His jeans fit like skin, with a wide belt holding them in just the right place to show off his butt and
the hollows of his pelvis, but today they made him look thinner
and more hollow than usual. He needed Queer Eye for the
Dead Guy.
The door chimed and they got out.
“I should never wear yellow,” he stated before they asked
the host to seat them. They were late for the lunch rush, and he
led them to a table on the terrace.
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“Good observation,” Deana said, picking up the menu.
“Yellow was never your color, or mine for that matter. Makes
you look bloodless.”
Adin almost did a classic spit-take with his water.
When the waiter came over, Deana took the lead. “I’ll have a
Caesar salad with diced chicken. What are you having?”
Adin briefly scanned the menu and made up his mind. “I
think I’ll have a cup of matzo ball soup and a brisket sandwich.”
Deana smiled at the waiter as he left and then as if she’d
used up all her patience she confronted Adin. “When are you
going to tell me what’s bothering you?”
“What?”
“Come on, oddball. Who knows you?”
Adin sighed deeply. “I’m translating that book. It is, of
course, erotic. But the man writes so intimately of his love affair that I feel…”
“Whoa, back up. It’s a love affair? I thought it was a book of
erotica.”
“So did I. Except I was mistaken. It isn’t at all what I
thought it would be.”
“I see.”
“Do you? Here I was kind of flip about it, you know? But
this man, he was in love and faithful for his whole life. He
writes about it as if… In such rich detail… I don’t know. I feel
as though I’m intruding.”
“How could you be intruding? It’s five hundred years old.
It’s a lucky thing you found it, or it might have been lost.”
“I know. I just wish…”
“Adin, it’s your job. If you didn’t do it, no one would even
care about these men. No one would have any idea that a love
like that existed in those days, right?” Deana smiled at the
waiter when he brought Adin’s soup.
“I didn’t.”
“What?”
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“I didn’t know that it existed in any age.” He stirred his
broth with a soupspoon to cool it.
“Do you think it’s true?”
“What? That the journal is authentic?”
“No. That their love existed. That it was real, and not a
story, like a fairy tale for an audience.”
“It was real.” It is real, he thought. Donte still cherished the
memory of Auselmo as if he were alive. He watched as Deana
drank her water. “What about you? How is Miss Deana’s love
life?”
“As usual, nonexistent.”
“If I believed that…”
“Well, there are one or two,” she said and then told him
what she’d been up to. He concentrated on listening and filling
himself with nourishing food. After lunch they shopped some
more, and he made a solemn promise to find a charity and give
his yellow T-shirt right back. He kissed her cheek at the foot of
the Bonaventure Hotel and thanked her for the ride. They made
plans to meet again before he left Los Angeles, and as usual, she
begged him to consider moving.
“Not a chance. I like Washington. The sun
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