was involved in his transformation from wolf to human. Maybe it was exhausting or painful. Why hadnât Mercer warned her? Probably, because he did not know. He would rightly have waited for his master to come to him.
âThank you, but I will have a brandy later. Right now, I would prefer to talk to you.â He gestured for her to sit down, but she shook her head no. Understanding her nervousness, he tried to calm her. âYou look very pretty. I donât think I have seen that frock before.â
âIt is just an everyday dressânot something that your sister would ever wear,â she answered while trying not to act frightened.
âRegardless, you still look pretty in it.â He looked at her sideways and stepped closer to her. âYour hair is wet.â
âYes, I took a bath. What I mean is, I took your bathâthe one Mercer had prepared for you.â
âWell, that is a pleasant image.â Darcy could hear her take in a gulp of air. âIn this flickering light, I cannot be completely sure, but I believe you are blushing.â
Every inch of Lizzy was blushing. Why had she told him that she had taken a bath in his tub in his room? Not knowing how to respond, she answered, âYou smell like mint.â
After he stopped laughing, he explained that he always ate mint before he returned to the house, but he did not mention the reason. It was to cover up any lingering odor from a kill. But that was not the case tonight, as his anxiety about Elizabeth had resulted in a loss of appetite, and even when Nell had offered him some of her rabbit, he had declined.
âSo you look pretty, and I smell nice. Now, what shall we talk about?â
Lizzy bit her lip. What should she say? âOn the terrace, we said that we needed to talk,â she answered, looking away from him toward the fire. âPerhaps later today.â
âYour memory is faulty, Elizabeth,â he answered, refusing to follow her gaze. He would not be distracted. âYou placed your head on the back of my neck and said, âMr. Darcy, what are we to do?â Not âyouâ and not âI,â but âwe.â So now I ask you, can you accept me for who and what I am?â Then he hesitated. âBut, perhaps I already know the answer. There was no candle in the window last night, and I know that because when I was not with you, I kept that window in my view from dusk until dawn.â
That statement sounded very much like an accusation, and if it was, he was being unfair. How could she possibly have signaled him that all was well when it was not?
âI still do not understand. Why me? When we first met, you found me so unappealing that you could barely tolerate my company.â
âQuite the contrary,â he answered, shaking his head. âI was completely taken in by you and your impertinence, and it was because of my attraction to you that I pushed you away. I did not want to fall in love and risk being turned down when you found out about my altered state. I had imagined so many times how you would look at me when you found out, and, yesterday, I saw it for myself. You were repulsed, and I cannot blame you. But you must remember that I did not choose this way of life. It is a hand I have been dealt, and I do the best I can under the circumstances.â
âBut your proposal at Hunsford Lodge? If you wanted me so badly, why were you so insulting?â
Darcy put his hands on both of her arms and pulled her gently toward him. âAfter being with you in Hertfordshire and seeing you at Rosings, I wanted you more than I have ever wanted anything in my life, and it took every ounce of my courage to go to the parsonage that day. But in the back of my mind, I knew that you would reject me because I was a werewolf, and so I went on the offensive.â
âSo you made that obnoxious proposal so that I would reject you?â
âYes, in that way I would not have to
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