tonight.â Rose sat up briskly. âHeâll just tell me to come in in the morning.â
âAll right, Iâll take you to see him first thing.â
âI wonât hear of you changing your plans for me, Suzie. Iâm not feeble, you know!â
âButââ
âI donât need a nursemaid. You should take your vacation. You need it.â
The argument went on for several minutes, and Susannah had never felt more helpless. How could she force a perfectlysane adult woman to see a doctor when she didnât want to? Her attentions only upset Rose.
âGranny Rose, I wish youâd be sensible.â
âIâm perfectly sensible,â Rose snapped, putting an end to the discussion by getting up and preparing a delicious supper of homemade soup and whole wheat rolls that she popped out of the freezer and into her warming oven. The rolls were perfect with Susannahâs peach chutney, and Rose chattered at length about the soup recipe, one she felt Susannah could use in her TV program. Susannah was aware that her grandmother was trying to divert their attention from the problem at hand, but she allowed Rose to talk aimlessly about unimportant matters during the meal. Afterward, in the parlor, they enjoyed tea laced with brandy in front of a roaring fire. Talking local gossip, Susannah watched her grandmotherâs every move and syllable for signs of illness, but Rose seemed healthy and happy.
Rose always went to bed before ten oâclock. Since Susannah could hear her grandmother cheerily humming Christmas carols in her room, she tiptoed downstairs to telephone Roger.
She got through to his answering machine.
âRoger,â she said to the recording, âIâve run into a problem with my grandmother. I may have to postpone my flight. Iâll call you in the morning when I know whatâs going on. IâIâm sorry about this.â She wished she could say more, but it was difficult speaking to a machine. She ended by saying softly, âIâll be in touch. Good night.â
She hung up, wishing she could have talked with Roger personally. Although he wasnât much of a listener where personal problems were concerned, he was a logical, unemotional thinker, which might be helpful. He could at least act as a sounding board for Susannahâs worries about Rose. She needed someone to share her feelingsâsomeone who could help her decide how to help her grandmother without compromising Roseâs self-esteem and independence.
âHow do I help Granny Rose without making her feel like sheâs incapable of taking care of herself?â
A good answer didnât occur to Susannah, so she went upstairs quietly and changed into her flannel nightgown. She left her bedroom door ajar in case her grandmother should cry out in the middle of the night, and climbed into bed. It was the same canopied princess bed where sheâd slept during her childhood. The same gauzy white curtains festooned the frilly white bed that resembledâin Susannahâs mindâthe grand sleigh of a beautiful ice princess who drove a pair of milk-white ponies over the snowy land she lived in.
But the pleasant memories evoked by her bed didnât make Susannah feel any better. She lay awake for a long time, wondering what she could do. So many of her friends had taken care of elderly parents, but Susannah had never imagined the day when Rose might be incapacitated in any way. Such a vital, fun-loving woman as Granny Rose didnât deserve a slow, undignified slide into dependency.
Yet there was no stopping old age, Susannah knew. Eventually, Rose would need a great deal of care and the responsibility would be Susannahâs alone. Somehow, she had to find a way to help Rose without hurting her pride.
In a few hours, Susannah knew, she could be winging her way to a beautiful beach bathed by sea breezes. But only a completely selfish woman would abandon Rose
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