on fire with the need to bury himself in her. âYou can stop playing. You donât have to ply me with virginal wiles. I want you like hell.â
âIt isnâtâ¦playing,â she said. âIâm a virgin.â
He laughed coldly. âAt your age? The way you look? Like hell you are!â He bent to kiss her again.
But she turned her face away. âI didnât always look like this! Nate, Iâve neverâ¦done this!â she said frantically. âYou donât understand!â
âDo you expect me to believe that?â he demanded, jerking her face back to his furious eyes. âMy God, youâve teased and flirted and had one âaccidentâ after another to get my attention. Youâve thrown yourself at me ever since you got here, so why act shocked when I make a move on you? You want me. Iâve known that from the first.â
She bit her lower lip, so horribly embarrassed that she could hardly get the words out. He still had her pinned and now his arousal was becoming a terrible punishment.
âYes, I wanted you,â she confessed miserably. âBut I thought⦠I thought you felt something for me.â
He glared down at her, furious with her and with himself for what she was doing to him. âFelt something?â He laughed coldly. âCanât you feel what I want?â he asked with cruel mockery and moved his hips deliberately against her, watching the flaming color come into her face. âYes, you know what that is, donât you? Why pretend itâs such a shocking experience?â
âBecause it is.â She swallowed and closed her eyes, wishing she could just disappear. Her hands clenched on his shoulders. âUntil a week ago, I looked like somebodyâs old maid aunt. I got my hair done and bought new clothes andâ¦and revamped my personality. I thought for once in my life, Iâd try to be like those women I admired on television. You know, the independent, sophisticated, outgoing women that menâ¦that men want.â Tears welled in her eyes. âI didnât know, didnât realize, that Iâd be mistaken for aâ¦for a tramp!â
Her voice broke and it finally got through to him that he was treating her like one.
His lean hand jerked her face back up to his while his body throbbed in anguish over hers. âAre you serious?â he asked curtly. âAre you really trying to convince me that youâre a virgin? That youâve never been intimate with a man?â
âNobody ever wanted to be intimate with somebody who looked like I did,â she whispered, her voice shaking as she met his accusing dark eyes. His weight was formidable and she just wanted to get away from him. He looked as if he hated her. âI was just a dull little dishwater blonde. I had my hair lightened and my face done, I bought new makeup and new clothes and forced myself to try and be outgoing. I thoughtâ¦â She closed her eyes. âI thought maybe if I were pretty, men might notice me. Iâve been alone all my life. I just wanted somebody to love me,â she whispered in a fever of embarrassment.
His jaw clenched. It sounded too genuine to be a lie, but he hated her for what he was hearing. âLove is a rare commodity,â he said tersely, easing his body away from hers. âI donât have any to give. All I wanted was one night with you, Christy, not happy ever after. Iâm thirty-seven. If I wanted to be married, believe me, I could be.â
âYes, I know that,â she said. She heard him move away and she managed to sit up without looking at him, embarrassed at her disheveled clothing, at the way sheâd responded to him. Her trembling fingers gathered the fabric to her taut, swollen breasts. She could still feel his mouth on them, like a brand.
âI canât believe a woman could be that green,â he said, his voice cutting as he glared down at her, trying
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