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of cheating on her”
“ Well, have you?” his tone of voice becomes serious, and I pause and take a breath, why on earth did I call him?
“ Would I really call you if I had? Of course I haven’t” I am torn, half of me believing I did nothing wrong, and half of me feeling like I’m drowning in lies,
“Listen Jackson, Rosie has been through a lot. She’s been betrayed more than anyone so young should have been and it’s hard for her to trust people. Knowing my sister she’ll be beating herself up as we speak because she knows she’s been stupid! Go to her Jackson, stick with her”
“Rafe, I know her ex fucked her over but I’m doing everything that I can to show her that I love her. I flew to Glasgow to see her but if she’s never going to trust me…” I take a breath “I don’t know if I can live like that!”
“Listen, she’ll open up to you at some point I’m sure but it’s not all about Michael. Rosie has been through when it comes to blokes. Every single one she has been involved with has betrayed her trust. She keeps trying to get it right but in her head she’s just waiting for the next heart break. She does trust you Jackson, she just doesn’t trust her own feelings” I can’t find any words to respond, “Go to her Jackson. Be with her. I’ll see you soon mate”
“Ok , thanks Rafe. See you soon” Rafe hangs up and I put my phone down on the bar, the photo of Rosie set as the wallpaper flashes up before the screen goes dim and I know I have to do whatever it takes. I head back up to the room.
“Jackson, I’m sorry” Rosie is sitting on the bed with her knees pulled up to her chest as though she’s using them as a protective shield, “I do trust you, I’m just … stupid, please don’t leave me” I can clearly see her eyes glistening with tears and my heart breaks,
“Rosie, I’m going nowhere” I walk toward the bed and she releases her knees, “Come here Alvez” I hold out my arms to her and she pushes herself up onto her knees and throws her arms around my neck, she’s clinging on for dear life,
“ I…I have been hurt Jackson, more than once and it’s just hard for me to accept that you won’t do it as well” I feel sick as she speaks, she is trusting me and I know I don’t deserve it,
“ Shush! It’s done now. Let’s get some sleep, im bushed”
We climb into bed and within moments of me holding her, Rosie is asleep a nd breathing deeply on my chest. Despite my exhaustion I’m struggling to fall asleep, I can’t stop thinking about my conversation with Rafe. How many times has Rosie had her heart broken? I know that I’m going to add to the tally.
That’s not an option; I can’t let her find out.
I wake as Rosie stretches out beside me and turns onto her side. I am shattered, I look at my phone and notice that the time is only six forty am, it’s still dark outside and I must have only had about four hours sleep. I slide up to Rosie’s back and wrap my arm around her waist; it’s strange to feel her sleeping in a t-shirt as she’s normally always naked in bed.
I slide my hand up under the material and stroke my hand across her tummy, she responds by taking a deep breath and pushing her backside against me, another strange feeling as I’m wearing boxers.
I push my fingers up Rosie’s soft skin and gently stroke her breasts, ‘ she is perfect’ I think as I drag a finger back over her nipple and she pushes back once again, an invitation that I’m glad to accept after last night. I’m hard as hell and when Rosie sleepily takes hold of my hand and guides it down between her legs I’m encouraged and bury my face into her neck, nibbling softly in that way that drives her insane.
She leans back toward me, parting her legs slig htly to give me better access. She is wet and so warm as I dip a finger inside briefly and run the moisture upwards, Rosie rocks her hips back into me in response, My dick is so hard and pressing against her as
“ Well, have you?” his tone of voice becomes serious, and I pause and take a breath, why on earth did I call him?
“ Would I really call you if I had? Of course I haven’t” I am torn, half of me believing I did nothing wrong, and half of me feeling like I’m drowning in lies,
“Listen Jackson, Rosie has been through a lot. She’s been betrayed more than anyone so young should have been and it’s hard for her to trust people. Knowing my sister she’ll be beating herself up as we speak because she knows she’s been stupid! Go to her Jackson, stick with her”
“Rafe, I know her ex fucked her over but I’m doing everything that I can to show her that I love her. I flew to Glasgow to see her but if she’s never going to trust me…” I take a breath “I don’t know if I can live like that!”
“Listen, she’ll open up to you at some point I’m sure but it’s not all about Michael. Rosie has been through when it comes to blokes. Every single one she has been involved with has betrayed her trust. She keeps trying to get it right but in her head she’s just waiting for the next heart break. She does trust you Jackson, she just doesn’t trust her own feelings” I can’t find any words to respond, “Go to her Jackson. Be with her. I’ll see you soon mate”
“Ok , thanks Rafe. See you soon” Rafe hangs up and I put my phone down on the bar, the photo of Rosie set as the wallpaper flashes up before the screen goes dim and I know I have to do whatever it takes. I head back up to the room.
“Jackson, I’m sorry” Rosie is sitting on the bed with her knees pulled up to her chest as though she’s using them as a protective shield, “I do trust you, I’m just … stupid, please don’t leave me” I can clearly see her eyes glistening with tears and my heart breaks,
“Rosie, I’m going nowhere” I walk toward the bed and she releases her knees, “Come here Alvez” I hold out my arms to her and she pushes herself up onto her knees and throws her arms around my neck, she’s clinging on for dear life,
“ I…I have been hurt Jackson, more than once and it’s just hard for me to accept that you won’t do it as well” I feel sick as she speaks, she is trusting me and I know I don’t deserve it,
“ Shush! It’s done now. Let’s get some sleep, im bushed”
We climb into bed and within moments of me holding her, Rosie is asleep a nd breathing deeply on my chest. Despite my exhaustion I’m struggling to fall asleep, I can’t stop thinking about my conversation with Rafe. How many times has Rosie had her heart broken? I know that I’m going to add to the tally.
That’s not an option; I can’t let her find out.
I wake as Rosie stretches out beside me and turns onto her side. I am shattered, I look at my phone and notice that the time is only six forty am, it’s still dark outside and I must have only had about four hours sleep. I slide up to Rosie’s back and wrap my arm around her waist; it’s strange to feel her sleeping in a t-shirt as she’s normally always naked in bed.
I slide my hand up under the material and stroke my hand across her tummy, she responds by taking a deep breath and pushing her backside against me, another strange feeling as I’m wearing boxers.
I push my fingers up Rosie’s soft skin and gently stroke her breasts, ‘ she is perfect’ I think as I drag a finger back over her nipple and she pushes back once again, an invitation that I’m glad to accept after last night. I’m hard as hell and when Rosie sleepily takes hold of my hand and guides it down between her legs I’m encouraged and bury my face into her neck, nibbling softly in that way that drives her insane.
She leans back toward me, parting her legs slig htly to give me better access. She is wet and so warm as I dip a finger inside briefly and run the moisture upwards, Rosie rocks her hips back into me in response, My dick is so hard and pressing against her as
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