itâhis dreams, his brother dead . A spray of blood washed across his face. When had Gabe stopped fighting? Gabeâsnose was draining red and his left eye was swelling, discoloring. Joeâs hands were bruised and bleeding. Forcing back his anger, fists still clenched, Joe rolled off Gabeâs chest.
Gabe got up and found a clean rag and held it to his nose, head thrown back. âYou fight mean, little brother. I thought that magic shit had made you soft.â
âHowâd he die, Gabe? I want to know everything. Howâd he get hit? Where? Howâd it happen?â
Gabe looked at him, arrested. âWhat could I possibly tell you that you donât already know? I thought you knew everything. How to do magic. How to beat back the white man.â
âStop it, Gabe.â
Gabe cocked his head and squatted, the bloody rag dangling between his legs. Joe faced him, cross-legged, on the dirt.
âYou know all about me, donât you?â asked Gabe.
Puzzled, Joe heard a soft threat behind the words. âNo,â he said carefully. âBut I think I can guess.â
âDo tell.â
âIâm your friend, Gabe.â
Gabe waved his hand, dismissive. âWhat do you know?â he asked softly.
Joe felt small again. He didnât want to be fighting Gabe. âI already figured Henry was hurt bad. Thatâs why the closed coffin. I figured you told them government people to write that, knowing how vain Henry was about his looks. How upset Mother would be.â
Gabe had his knife out, digging a hole. Joe looked at the small well Gabe was makingâsloping and deep in the center.
âI know war must be bad. Terrible things must happen. All you needed was to tell Mother Henry was calling for her. Thatâs all. But you never said a word. WeâI wanted to know it wasnât a lie.â
Joe swallowed, staring at the triangle of dirt between Gabeâs legs. âI was only fourteen. I kept expecting the coffin to open and I was mad âcause it wouldnât. I was mad at you. Mad you had nothing to say. You wouldnât even praise Henry. So I figured it was all a lie. Someone else in the coffin. Henry wasnât dead. There was some trick like Houdiniâs boxes. All I had to do was open the coffin, find the magic keyââ He shook his head. âI tried it when folks were asleep. I went down to theviewing room and tried to pry open the coffin. Prove to everybody that Henry had disappeared. He wasnât dead.â
Joe remembered the haunting sounds of wood beneath his feet, moths beating at the window, and his own ragged breath. Heâd stared at the gleaming coffin until dawn. Heâd sworn heâd find a way to bring his brother backâsome magic, some trick. Heâd make his brother reappear .
Joe looked up, realizing Gabe was staring at him.
âIâve grown up now. I realize Henryâs dead. I ainât crazy. But we all wouldâve believed it better if youâd been the one to tell us, Gabe. A government letter donât mean nothing.â
Joe let his head thump against the wall. âNo one speaks of Henry anymore. Father wonât allow it. Itâs like he never was.â
Joe feared heâd always be less than his brother packed in a coffin under an avalanche of dirt. He needed a manâs recognition to find his place in the world. Houdini helped. Staring at his eyes could make Joe believe in anything, believe in himself. He could never see himself in his fatherâs eyes. He simply disappeared. Joe looked but he couldnât find his reflection in Gabeâs blood swelling eye.
âYour eye looks pretty bad. We should go to town, have Lying Man look at it.â
Gabe said nothing.
âCome on, man. Iâll even buy you a haircut.â Trying to coax a smile out of Gabe, Joe made a quarter appear.
âRustle me up a dollar. A quarter wonât buy shit.â
Joe dodged out
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