bullshit can hide.â
âWe can ditch the car, hike around the roadblock,â said Zane.
âWandering wonât work,â said Eric. âForest. Swamps. Cold.â
âCold works for me,â said Zane.
âWe need a dead manâs car,â said Russell. âNo stolen car report.â
âWeâve got what we got,â I said.
Zane said: âAnybody got an idea?â
We sat on the side of the road in the dark car, knowing that each second we did nothing increased the odds of us losing everything.
Then I said: âJames Dean.â
âFuck you!â said Russell. âDonât make us part of your suicide!â
âItâll work.â
âIn theory!â argued Russell. âHell, they donâ let trainees play James Dean now! Too risky to learn outside of âin theory.ââ
âI practiced it once.â
âAnd?â said Russell.
âNow Iâll do better.â
âJames Dean isââ
âAll weâve got.â
14
Headlights off, the stolen silver Ford idled on the road to the bridge. My hands gripped the steering wheel. I was alone. Frigid air flowed in the open windows. The night outside smelled of pines and river ice and highway.
Half an hour since we first spotted the spinning red lights of the police roadblock.
Now or never .
Headlights on. I shifted into forward gear. Let the gray roadâs yellow stripes reel the car ever closer, ever faster. The car tires rumbled over the wooden bridge. Guardrail planks flowed past my windows. Shapes on the side of the road flicked past in my headlights as I tried to memorize, calculate, gauge. The car slid into the curve that came before weâd seen the roadblockâs flashing red light.
I stomped on the gas pedal. Sped out of the curve. Red lights spun ever closer in my windshield. I flicked my headlights to the high and hopefully blinding beam an instant before a spotlight winked on from the three cop cars blocking the road. I stomped on the brake pedal. Tires cried. Metal shuddered. Red lights loomed closer, coming closer. The spotlight grew bright.
Crank the steering wheel! Jerk on the emergency brake! The silver car skiddedâ
Stayed on the road as it whipped into a 180 bootlegger turn, slid backwards as I shoved off the emergency brake, stomped on the gas and raced back the way Iâd come, hoping that the triggered cops couldnât tell it was just me in the fleeing silver machine.
Sirens cut the night. Wind rushed in the open windows as the road sped under my tires. My eyes flicked to the rear view mirror: spinning red lights chased my wake.
Forget about them! Concentrate. Calculate. Wait⦠Waitâ¦
The road curved. My foot jumped off the gas pedal. My hand pulled on the emergency brake so the cops couldnât see I was de-accelerating. Brakes howled. Cops wouldnât hear that over their own sirens. Rushing towards me came the narrow slot of the guardrailed bridge as my car shuddered down from 70 to 65, 60⦠55â¦
Too fast! Going too fast!
Bumpty-bump went the bridge under my wheels. Canât wait!
My left hand jerked the door handle door beside me. Wind pressure from my race pushed against that steel slab. The silver carâs warning buzzers kicked on to join the wail of nearing sirens, the woosh of night air, tires bumping over the bridge.
And I whipped the wheel to the right. My windshield filled with the headlight vision of the bridgeâs wooden guardrails hurtling towards me.
My left shoulder rammed the unlatched door.
But I didnât have enough force to knock the door open, let me roll out free and safe like James Dean had in the chickee game of REBEL WITHOUT A CAUSE.
The silver car blasted through wooden plank guardrails and flew through the air above the ice skimmed river. Boards splintered out from the impact. The rental Fordâs airbag mushroomed out of the steering wheel. I was already pressing
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