An old Victorian house, the dog, the picket fence. Those were the things theyâd wanted.
Only, as a doctor she didnât fit into his cookie-cutter world and she couldnât do what needed to be done from this hospital. The place where her mother had died.
Rachel noticed the ticking muscle along Joshâs strong jaw. âIâm sorry. If youâd rather not talk about Andrea, I understand.â
âDo you?â
The intensity in his voice made her wince. He was still grieving for his wife but she didnât know what to say or do to help him. The usual words of condolence sheâd deliver to a family member of a patient didnât seem appropriate here. This was Josh.
âDr. Maguire, Josh.â Dr. Kessler approached the table.
âDoctor,â Josh said.
Rachel rose, gripping the edge of the table, panic pounding in her veins. âMom G.?â
Dr. Kessler held up a reassuring hand. âIâm on my way to see her. Just stopped in to grab a coffee.â
She released her white-knuckled grip and sat down again. Josh reached across and took her hand, giving it a gentle squeeze. Comforted by his gesture, she gave him a grateful smile before slipping her hand away. His touch was too warm, too welcome. She couldnât allow herself the luxury of wanting his touch because wanting something she couldnât have was not her style.
âDr. Maguire, our E.R. attending was very excited to learn you were here. I hope youâll take a moment and stop by the E.R. to introduce yourself.â
Fat chance. She wasnât going anywhere near that E.R. Too many of her nightmares involved that place. Careful to keep her thoughts from showing, she smiled. âIf I have time.â
Behind his wire-rimmed glasses, Dr. Kesslerâs eyes showed disappointment. âIâll check on Olivia now.â
Rachel watched the doctor leave. âWhat do you think of him?â
âHeâs a good doctor.â
Joshâs tone rang with certainty and she accepted his pronouncement.
She finished the last of her salad, then picked up her tray and stood. âIâm going back upstairs now.â
Josh rose, taking her tray from her. âIâve got it.â He took their trays and deposited them in the dirty dish bin before coming back to stand beside her. âWecould go down to the emergency room. We havenât been gone very long.â
Slipping her jacket back over her silk, short-sleeve top, Rachel shook her head. âIâm not here to work.â
He arched a brow. âToo small-town for you?â
âNo. I wouldnât be able to stay focused.â
âRight. Focused.â
The beeper attached to Rachelâs waistband sent a shrill alarm ringing through the cafeteria. Her heart slammed against her chest. Mom G. Rachel couldnât make her feet move; panic gripped her, clogging her throat. Josh moved to her side, his big, warm hand cradling her elbow. âJosh, Mom Gâ¦.â
âLetâs go.â The urgency in his tone clutched at her throat. She gratefully leaned on him as he propelled her out of the cafeteria and through the hospital.
Rachel and Josh stepped off the elevator and onto the fifth floor and sprinted down the corridor to Mom G.âs room. They skidded to a halt as a nurse emerged out the door.
âIs sheâ¦?â Rachel couldnât say the words.
The nurse smiled at her kindly. âSheâs waiting for you.â
âOh, thank you, God,â Rachel breathed out. She swept past the nurse and into the room, aware that Josh followed closely behind.
Dr. Kessler stood at the foot of the bed, writing on the chart. He turned as Rachel approached. There was relief in his sympathetic eyes. âHer vitals are erratic. Sheâs slipping away fast. Itâll be only a matter of hours.â
A heaviness settled on Rachel as she moved to the side of the bed and took Mom G.âs hand.
Mom G. stirred and
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