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back had doubled in size the moment the baby was born.
“I’m going to take off. I got shit I need to take care of. Not sure if I will make it back tonight or not. If you need anything, ask Roach.” I leaned over and kissed both Zoelle and Calissta before I walked out the door.
I spotted Roach down at the end of the hall hitting on a nurse. He must have seen me out of the corner of his eye because he suddenly stood up and excused himself from the hot nurse and made his way over to me.
“Keep an eye on her and call me if anything happens.”
“On it boss.” I shook my head and turned and walked back to my bike. Time to get shit figured out with Trix.
I rode straight back to the clubhouse.
Chapter Twelve
Fuck, my head was still spinning. I was even more confused now then I was before. Everything was fucked up and I didn’t know what I was doing. After my talk with Nix I thought I was okay with everything. But I can’t be okay with Nix being married no matter how many times I tell myself it was my fault that they are together. I thought things would be okay. Things between Payne and me were going good. I know there is something there that I don’t want to admit, but I can’t commit to anything especially because of everything with Nix.
I laid Zaiden down for a nap and went in search of Payne. We needed to talk. I needed to know what it was he wanted from me. Or if this was just for fun until he left again. I found Payne hanging out at the bar next to Nitro. I made my way over, took the seat next to him, and reached out and took his drink from his hand and slammed the rest of the contents, which turned out to be not the alcohol I was hoping for. It was just plain soda. I handed him his now empty glass.
“Wasn’t what you were expecting, huh?”
“Not at all I was hoping for something, with a little more kick to it.” I waved at the prospect tending the bar.
“Whiskey or beer Trix?”
“Both,” I laughed. Shit the last thing I needed right now was to be drunk but I needed a little bit if liquid courage. I also needed to talk to Payne, not take him back to his room and screw his brains out. As soon as the shot of whiskey was set down in front of me I picked it up and slammed it. Setting the empty shot glass back on the table I chased it with my beer. I looked over at Payne who was watching me with a look that made me want to lean in and press my lips to his. Shit. I needed to calm these feelings until I knew what the fuck I was going to do.
“We need to talk,” I whispered. He nodded his head. I stood up and pushed away from the bar; he followed me. I walked back to my room where Zaiden was sleeping. If I was in here I wouldn’t throw myself at him. I shut the door as quietly as I could hoping not to wake up Zaiden.
“What’s up Trix?” He stood right in front of me and it took everything I had not to wrap my arms around him.
“What is this Payne,” I whispered looking directly into his eyes as I spoke.
“I like you Trix. I like spending time with you, And I can’t seem to stay away from you. I want you like I haven’t wanted anyone else.”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah Trix. So this between me and you. It’s right. It feels right but I know you’re not ready for anything else so I’m not going to push you. Right now let’s just see where this goes. I don’t plan on leaving anytime soon, at least not until I know what this is between us.”
“Good. I don’t want you to leave.”
“You sure about that Trix? You sure you want to keep doing this? Because, to be honest, I’m not sure how much longer I can share you with someone else.”
I leaned in and pressed a kiss to his lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms wrapped around my waist. I pulled back just a little and looked up at him.
“I only see one thing that could be a problem Trix.”
“What’s that?”
“I’m nomad, Nix can send me away at any
“I’m going to take off. I got shit I need to take care of. Not sure if I will make it back tonight or not. If you need anything, ask Roach.” I leaned over and kissed both Zoelle and Calissta before I walked out the door.
I spotted Roach down at the end of the hall hitting on a nurse. He must have seen me out of the corner of his eye because he suddenly stood up and excused himself from the hot nurse and made his way over to me.
“Keep an eye on her and call me if anything happens.”
“On it boss.” I shook my head and turned and walked back to my bike. Time to get shit figured out with Trix.
I rode straight back to the clubhouse.
Chapter Twelve
Fuck, my head was still spinning. I was even more confused now then I was before. Everything was fucked up and I didn’t know what I was doing. After my talk with Nix I thought I was okay with everything. But I can’t be okay with Nix being married no matter how many times I tell myself it was my fault that they are together. I thought things would be okay. Things between Payne and me were going good. I know there is something there that I don’t want to admit, but I can’t commit to anything especially because of everything with Nix.
I laid Zaiden down for a nap and went in search of Payne. We needed to talk. I needed to know what it was he wanted from me. Or if this was just for fun until he left again. I found Payne hanging out at the bar next to Nitro. I made my way over, took the seat next to him, and reached out and took his drink from his hand and slammed the rest of the contents, which turned out to be not the alcohol I was hoping for. It was just plain soda. I handed him his now empty glass.
“Wasn’t what you were expecting, huh?”
“Not at all I was hoping for something, with a little more kick to it.” I waved at the prospect tending the bar.
“Whiskey or beer Trix?”
“Both,” I laughed. Shit the last thing I needed right now was to be drunk but I needed a little bit if liquid courage. I also needed to talk to Payne, not take him back to his room and screw his brains out. As soon as the shot of whiskey was set down in front of me I picked it up and slammed it. Setting the empty shot glass back on the table I chased it with my beer. I looked over at Payne who was watching me with a look that made me want to lean in and press my lips to his. Shit. I needed to calm these feelings until I knew what the fuck I was going to do.
“We need to talk,” I whispered. He nodded his head. I stood up and pushed away from the bar; he followed me. I walked back to my room where Zaiden was sleeping. If I was in here I wouldn’t throw myself at him. I shut the door as quietly as I could hoping not to wake up Zaiden.
“What’s up Trix?” He stood right in front of me and it took everything I had not to wrap my arms around him.
“What is this Payne,” I whispered looking directly into his eyes as I spoke.
“I like you Trix. I like spending time with you, And I can’t seem to stay away from you. I want you like I haven’t wanted anyone else.”
“Yeah.”
“Yeah Trix. So this between me and you. It’s right. It feels right but I know you’re not ready for anything else so I’m not going to push you. Right now let’s just see where this goes. I don’t plan on leaving anytime soon, at least not until I know what this is between us.”
“Good. I don’t want you to leave.”
“You sure about that Trix? You sure you want to keep doing this? Because, to be honest, I’m not sure how much longer I can share you with someone else.”
I leaned in and pressed a kiss to his lips. I wrapped my arms around his neck and his arms wrapped around my waist. I pulled back just a little and looked up at him.
“I only see one thing that could be a problem Trix.”
“What’s that?”
“I’m nomad, Nix can send me away at any
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