Vincentâs room was at the end of the hall, right above mine. Those were his footsteps I heard, soft and deliberate, crisscrossing the floor overhead.
I sat still and listened, entranced by Vincentâs nearness. The clock ticked, the wind blew, shadows shifted on the wall. Our guest continued to pace.
By noon Iâd accomplished very little. Unless you counted the hundreds of times Iâd written Vincentâs name in my notebook.
8
When Vincent came downstairs at six oâclock, I was waiting for him in the hall. Dad, Susan, and Todd were already in the dining room, but I thought someone should greet Vincent. After all, this was his first dinner with us, a special occasion.
âAm I late, Cynda?â
Vincentâs deep, curiously accented voice drove every clever word Iâd planned to say right out of my head. âI wanted to show you where we eat, I was afraid you might not know, I . . .â
As I came to a stammering halt, Vincent thanked me for my consideration. âYou look very nice,â he added. âBlack becomes you.â
I looked down at my sweater as if Iâd never seen it before. âMy mother says blackâs not my color, it washes me out, makes me pale. She thinks I should wear blue or green, maybe even purple. . . .â I stopped, hot with confusion. Surely Vincent didnât care what my mother thought.
âCome,â he said, touching my arm lightly. âWe mustnât keep your family waiting.â
We took seats opposite each other at the shiny mahogany table. The setting was formal, the candlelight soft, the food cooked and presented perfectly by my father, both chef and waiter tonight. In the background, Wagnerâs âSiegfried-Idyllâ played softly on the stereo. A fire crackled on the hearth.
The only problem was Todd. He sat beside me glumly, poking at his food and kicking the table leg in defiance of Susanâs repeated pleas to sit still. Ignoring the handkerchief Dad handed him, he snuffled and sniffled and wiped his nose on his sleeve. He refused to look at Vincent or to answer any questions.
Todd wasnât cute tonight, nor was he funny. I shifted my chair away from him, ashamed of the way he was acting.
Vincent was obviously disturbed by Toddâs behavior. Silent and withdrawn, he contributed little to the conversation Susan and Dad struggled to keep going. Like my brother, he spent more time rearranging his food than eating it. I caught his eye occasionally and tried to show my sympathy, but I couldnât rouse him from his thoughts.
When Todd knocked over an almost full glass of milk, Dad jumped up, thoroughly exasperated.
âThatâs enough, Todd.â
Taking his sonâs arm, he pulled him none too gently away from the table.
Toddâs tears upset Susan. Rescuing him from Dad, she said, âFor Godâs sake, Jeff, have a little patience. Heâs been running a low-grade fever all day.â
âPut him to bed then,â Dad said. âIf heâs sick, thatâs where he belongs.â
It was the first time Iâd heard them quarrel.
âAll right,â Susan said, âI will.â Taking Toddâs hand, she led him upstairs. Long after theyâd disappeared, we heard Todd crying.
Dad began to apologize, but Vincent stretched out his hand to stop him. âPlease, Jeff,â he said softly. âIt is I who should apologize. For some reason my presence disturbs the child. Perhaps it would be better if I took all my meals in my room.â
âOh, no, Vincent,â I said, and then felt my face flush.
Ignoring my emotional outburst, Vincent told Dad heâd join him later for a fireside chat. âBut now, if youâll be land enough to excuse me, I think Iâll go upstairs.â
After Vincent left, I gazed sadly at his abandoned plate. The salmon Dad had grilled so carefully was practically untouched, the baby carrots and wild rice barely
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