leaves his bottle, walks around the kitchen island, and stands right in front of me. He smells delicious. He places his hands either side of me on the counter trapping me there. Lowering his lips to mine he kisses me softly. I put my hands on his narrow hips and pull him closer to me even more; I can feel his tight body under my hands. I can’t wait to run my hands all over his body. I haven’t felt like this is so long. I haven’t wanted to touch another guy this way in so long. He is kissing me tenderly, our tongues playful in each other’s mouths. I can feel his erection pushing into my stomach, all I want is to free him and have him in me, and I need him inside of me. I pull away from his soft lips and hard body and take his hand and lead him up to my bedroom.
James closes the door behind us when we enter my bedroom. “Kiss me James, please..” Once again, we are face to face.
“I want to do more than just kiss you , Tally. I want to lose myself in you, baby.” I open the buttons on his shirt, running my hands up his chest. I slowly push it off his broad shoulders and let it fall to the floor. I’m in awe of his body, he really works out. His upper body is perfectly toned, every muscle is defined. He has the perfect abs and that oh so delicious V shape leading down to the place I want to feel. I noticed just below his ribs on the right side of his body James has a tattoo. ‘Live & Breathe’ in a very neat script. I trace my fingers over it and James smiles “For my brother, Nate.” He obviously loves his brother. James also has three stars running along the top of his left shoulder. “One star for every important person in my life. Mom, Dad and Nate. Maybe in time I can add more stars.” I smile. That is so sweet and sexy at the same time. He kisses me again and lowers me onto my bed. He lies next to me with one leg draped between mine. I’m still wearing my shorts and t-shirt. James kisses my neck and collar bone. He runs his hand slowly down my body and stills at my hip. Panic rises in my head and my breathing is getting fast. I know I’m going to have a full panic attack.
I grip James ’ hand to stop him going any further. He stops kissing me, sensing that something isn’t quite right. “James can we stop for a moment, I need to tell you something before we go any further.” James pushes himself up on to his elbow so he is looking down on me.
“Ok ay. We can slow things down, I don’t want to push you Tally. If it’s your first time then we can wait.” Oh why does he have to be so damn sweet?
“I’m not a virgin James , but thank you for offering to take things slow.” I touch his face and look him in the eye “After I tell you this, I need you to understand that I.. I completely understand if you want to walk away and never look back.” I steady my breathing and begin and sit up and cross my legs. “Roughly six years ago I met this guy named Dean. He was sexy and charming and every girl wanted him, but for some reason he only wanted me. We met in college as we had a few classes together.” I shrug. “As you can gather, I’m quite a shy girl who has her defensive moments, but I was never like this, James. I was an average girl, went to parties, clubs, drank and dated boys. But Dean has changed all that. Everything was going great for the first few months, he took me dancing and out to dinner. He made sure everyone knew that I was his. He was always branding me with hickeys, just to stake his claim. He bought me nice things, really spoiled me, even though he knew I had money.” I look down at my hands and start twisting the ring that Scarlett and Jake bought me just after the Dean incident; it was a white gold ring with a diamond heart with wings either side of it.
“Dean liked to be in control in and out of the bedroom and liked it rough from time to time , but that wasn’t me and I told him often enough that I didn’t like what he wanted me to do.” I sigh. “We had rough
James closes the door behind us when we enter my bedroom. “Kiss me James, please..” Once again, we are face to face.
“I want to do more than just kiss you , Tally. I want to lose myself in you, baby.” I open the buttons on his shirt, running my hands up his chest. I slowly push it off his broad shoulders and let it fall to the floor. I’m in awe of his body, he really works out. His upper body is perfectly toned, every muscle is defined. He has the perfect abs and that oh so delicious V shape leading down to the place I want to feel. I noticed just below his ribs on the right side of his body James has a tattoo. ‘Live & Breathe’ in a very neat script. I trace my fingers over it and James smiles “For my brother, Nate.” He obviously loves his brother. James also has three stars running along the top of his left shoulder. “One star for every important person in my life. Mom, Dad and Nate. Maybe in time I can add more stars.” I smile. That is so sweet and sexy at the same time. He kisses me again and lowers me onto my bed. He lies next to me with one leg draped between mine. I’m still wearing my shorts and t-shirt. James kisses my neck and collar bone. He runs his hand slowly down my body and stills at my hip. Panic rises in my head and my breathing is getting fast. I know I’m going to have a full panic attack.
I grip James ’ hand to stop him going any further. He stops kissing me, sensing that something isn’t quite right. “James can we stop for a moment, I need to tell you something before we go any further.” James pushes himself up on to his elbow so he is looking down on me.
“Ok ay. We can slow things down, I don’t want to push you Tally. If it’s your first time then we can wait.” Oh why does he have to be so damn sweet?
“I’m not a virgin James , but thank you for offering to take things slow.” I touch his face and look him in the eye “After I tell you this, I need you to understand that I.. I completely understand if you want to walk away and never look back.” I steady my breathing and begin and sit up and cross my legs. “Roughly six years ago I met this guy named Dean. He was sexy and charming and every girl wanted him, but for some reason he only wanted me. We met in college as we had a few classes together.” I shrug. “As you can gather, I’m quite a shy girl who has her defensive moments, but I was never like this, James. I was an average girl, went to parties, clubs, drank and dated boys. But Dean has changed all that. Everything was going great for the first few months, he took me dancing and out to dinner. He made sure everyone knew that I was his. He was always branding me with hickeys, just to stake his claim. He bought me nice things, really spoiled me, even though he knew I had money.” I look down at my hands and start twisting the ring that Scarlett and Jake bought me just after the Dean incident; it was a white gold ring with a diamond heart with wings either side of it.
“Dean liked to be in control in and out of the bedroom and liked it rough from time to time , but that wasn’t me and I told him often enough that I didn’t like what he wanted me to do.” I sigh. “We had rough
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