son and Naomi because she felt drawn in by her association and because she knew just how much Harry hated funerals. They reminded him too much of the memorial they had for his sister, Helen, and, later, much, much later, Helenâs funeral. They, apart from Clara and the odd neighbour, were the only adults present.
Why, Naomi wondered, did they so often sing âAll Things Bright and Beautifulâ at funerals? They had, she recalled, sung the hymn at Helenâs and at her fatherâs. She mumbled the words, remembering them well enough from long ago school assemblies. Beside her, Harry intoned with more emotion than accuracy and Patrick was silent, his arm pressed close against hers. She could feel him shaking. Napoleon nuzzled at her hand, sensing that his people were upset and ill at ease. She felt Patrickâs hand brush hers as he reached down to fondle the dogâs silky ears.
A little distance away, a woman wept, her sobs a constant backdrop to the singing and then to the eulogy which spoke of lost opportunity and a life cut short too soon. As if we needed telling that, Naomi thought.
There was to be no wake.
Charlie and Becky joined them outside, and Patrick stepped away from his father and Naomi to speak to them, their voices hushed as though overcome by the solemnity of the moment.
âI should be going,â Harry said uneasily. âI can stay,â he added, addressing his comment to his son.
âNo, Dad, youâd better go. Youâve got that meeting and stuff. Look,â he added, âthanks for coming. Iâm glad you did.â
âIâm glad too,â Harry told him. âYou sure youâll be OK? How are the three of you getting back to ⦠wherever?â It was a school day, but Harry wasnât so naïve he thought thatâs where theyâd go.
âWeâll be OK, thanks,â Charlie answered for them. âWeâll walk back home, I think. We can go back along the towpath.â
âThe towpath?â
Naomi could feel Harry force back the protest. The canal was where Rob had died, where ⦠other bad things had happened. âOK, then,â he managed, his voice just fractionally unsteady. âNomi? You want for me to call a taxi? Or I could give you a lift?â
âI can do that,â a womanâs voice. âIâm Robâs mother,â she added. âClara Beresford. I just wanted to thank you. For coming along. All of you.â
Not many had, Naomi thought. The echoing emptiness of the crematorium and the few voices raised to praise the âBright and Beautifulâ had told her that. She wondered if Clara had invited others or chosen not to. Claraâs voice was thickened by the tears she had shed.
âYou must be Naomi,â Clara said quietly. âAnd Harry, Patrickâs father.â
Harry confirmed his identity and repeated his excuses. He kissed Naomi on the cheek and checked again that she would be alright to get home.
Naomi found herself walking down the path from the crematorium, Patrick and his friends behind and Clara at her side.
âI really am so sorry,â she said. âI canât imagine what you must be going through.â
âI donât know whatâs worse,â Clara told her candidly, âlosing my son or knowing he killed someone elseâs. Itâs all right,â she added, âPatrick told me you knew. Itâs a relief, actually, feeling I can say something. Everyone has been so nice, so sympathetic, and I feel almost like a fraud. If they suspected ⦠My God, if they knew.â
âWe donât know what happened,â Naomi reminded her. âNot yet. There could have been some kind of accident.â
âIt could have been,â Clara agreed. âBut, frankly, it doesnât seem like it, does it, and everyoneâs going to draw their own conclusion sooner or later, arenât they? I mean, the papers have reported the
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